Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Exams r finally done. hee.... like finally... now having 3 weeks break. gonna cook one day. i wanna cook my HOT stuFf's favourite dish. hehehe... i mite poison it u noe...or maybe it wont taste tat nice. been out to do my driving to finish my modules. well well.... i drove barefoot because of the stupid BLISTERS... OUCH.... oh well y instructor was very patient wif me. i hope i get my driving licence very very soon.i want my car lah.
gone shopping with mr hot stuff on monday. and i wanna add stuffs to my WANT list. town was preety quiet and laid back. oh well maybe its because it was a monday. i wanna shop at wisma.NEW SHOP alert... some shop name cotton something... got cheap look alike of topshops u noe... weeeee.... time to save money !!! mr hot stuff bought the shoe. u look more hotter then ever. cuter... heee....
went to meet ibu and one third of ur family... hee... meet ryan finally... he was a bundle of joy and happiness.. and he want me to feed him epok2... very manje u noe... like the uncle oso..
been a good daughter this few days... stay home and clean the house. rajin NYE!!!! lol... its because he is doing nite shift. so must be gd gf too by staying home. take care sweetness... fill ur belly with junk food...
pieces are falling into places...
gone shopping with mr hot stuff on monday. and i wanna add stuffs to my WANT list. town was preety quiet and laid back. oh well maybe its because it was a monday. i wanna shop at wisma.NEW SHOP alert... some shop name cotton something... got cheap look alike of topshops u noe... weeeee.... time to save money !!! mr hot stuff bought the shoe. u look more hotter then ever. cuter... heee....
went to meet ibu and one third of ur family... hee... meet ryan finally... he was a bundle of joy and happiness.. and he want me to feed him epok2... very manje u noe... like the uncle oso..
been a good daughter this few days... stay home and clean the house. rajin NYE!!!! lol... its because he is doing nite shift. so must be gd gf too by staying home. take care sweetness... fill ur belly with junk food...
pieces are falling into places...
what we could have been, 10:09 pm.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Life has been up and down recently... never got a chance to blog abt it... attachment has ended for about a week now... have been studying for the coming exams...and have been spending lots of fun time with someone special.
attachment was great... hmmm.. although the C.I got her moodiness sometimes... she is kinda okie with me... did lots at ward 58. Met new nurses,Medics,PCa... oh well the list goes on...got a few glimpse of starlights in the ward but none were doctors like i expected.nurses there were Young looking.some freshly graduated, some with 1 or 2 yrs expereince. got a few memorabe expeience. but i rather not disclose it.
national day was super super awesome. went sentosa, underwaterworld, cable car, the new monorail.... love loves... even got to see fireworks. WOWIE...(9-8-07)
saying goodbye to u was a relief to my heart. i finally noe wad i wanted and i dun think u can fufill them. u gave me false hope and empty promises. wen u realise tat i was gone forever, it finally struck ur mind that i had given u my very best. BUT to me, u realise it a little too late.ur words, i made a promise to myself not to come back to u. the decision is final. i wish u the very best in ur future ahead. take care.
im happy at this moment. its kinda fast i noe but i want my happiness too.mama likes u.i hope pa does too... another 2 months, till u meet them.. heeeeeee.... i cant wait...oh ya... i like u too...
lol....
attachment was great... hmmm.. although the C.I got her moodiness sometimes... she is kinda okie with me... did lots at ward 58. Met new nurses,Medics,PCa... oh well the list goes on...got a few glimpse of starlights in the ward but none were doctors like i expected.nurses there were Young looking.some freshly graduated, some with 1 or 2 yrs expereince. got a few memorabe expeience. but i rather not disclose it.
national day was super super awesome. went sentosa, underwaterworld, cable car, the new monorail.... love loves... even got to see fireworks. WOWIE...(9-8-07)
saying goodbye to u was a relief to my heart. i finally noe wad i wanted and i dun think u can fufill them. u gave me false hope and empty promises. wen u realise tat i was gone forever, it finally struck ur mind that i had given u my very best. BUT to me, u realise it a little too late.ur words, i made a promise to myself not to come back to u. the decision is final. i wish u the very best in ur future ahead. take care.
im happy at this moment. its kinda fast i noe but i want my happiness too.mama likes u.i hope pa does too... another 2 months, till u meet them.. heeeeeee.... i cant wait...oh ya... i like u too...
lol....
what we could have been, 2:09 am.
"Littlest Things"
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you
[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
P.S: IM HAPPY!!!
Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt
[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you
[Chorus]
Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
P.S: IM HAPPY!!!
what we could have been, 2:00 am.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
SAY GOODBYE....
Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
[Say Goodbye Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]
we havent seen eye to eye for months now. and u should noe it by now. well i think u finnally seeing it. it reaali hard to love u like i love u previously. coz its all shattered. i know u'll understand.
Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
[Say Goodbye Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]
we havent seen eye to eye for months now. and u should noe it by now. well i think u finnally seeing it. it reaali hard to love u like i love u previously. coz its all shattered. i know u'll understand.
what we could have been, 11:39 pm.
