Wednesday, December 28, 2005
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what we could have been, 11:51 am.
Monday, December 19, 2005
Wad the f*** wAs tat.. Know u had ur problems with the company... wadeva shit u in rite now i couldnt care less... hahaha... it doesnt even concern me.. but wad u intentionally did after work was so deliberate... UUGhh... U sped Wif Ur bike... on the opposite road as it u were making me jealous wif that speed.. u noe i love fast pace... so wad it this? were u trying to make me regret why i left U??luckily i was wif someone... if i wasnt ... i dunnoe wat u r going to do...know ur going to read my blog anywaes... haha... by all means... this is wad i felt at that moment of time...
fark up...
my weekend was okay lah... went K.L... for a chop chop trip.. went in te afternoon and came back at mid nite.... Woo hoo... Still manage to do some shopping...
darlin... hope u like wad i bought for u.... hehehe....
fark up...
my weekend was okay lah... went K.L... for a chop chop trip.. went in te afternoon and came back at mid nite.... Woo hoo... Still manage to do some shopping...
darlin... hope u like wad i bought for u.... hehehe....
what we could have been, 9:58 pm.
Friday, December 16, 2005
got mY PerioD ... So Freaking Piss..
Argh!!...
My baby is like victimised by me!! 2 seconds im so moody and suddenly i got no mood to talk too.. and suddenly i would be the one calling him up so cheerfulli... lalalala.... Hunnie... tats me!!!
Miss hIM miSs him... Work Same place oso but so MIssing him... i love our short convesation... eenthough we r busy.. u made an effort to call ur darlin... hehehe... :smiles:
i anticipating the 23rd... i wanna spend time wif you... almost 3 weeks already neva see u.. walau...Then Go N drink wif ur friends...
I wanna go shopping... must buy more tops...haix... dunnoe.. mite go wif my daddy tml to J.b.. hehehe.....
ANd Im Craving For ChocolaTes NOW... Sheesh...
Darling.. im not acting cute okie...NAturally im CUTE... Hehe... *blushes*
Argh!!...
My baby is like victimised by me!! 2 seconds im so moody and suddenly i got no mood to talk too.. and suddenly i would be the one calling him up so cheerfulli... lalalala.... Hunnie... tats me!!!
Miss hIM miSs him... Work Same place oso but so MIssing him... i love our short convesation... eenthough we r busy.. u made an effort to call ur darlin... hehehe... :smiles:
i anticipating the 23rd... i wanna spend time wif you... almost 3 weeks already neva see u.. walau...Then Go N drink wif ur friends...
I wanna go shopping... must buy more tops...haix... dunnoe.. mite go wif my daddy tml to J.b.. hehehe.....
ANd Im Craving For ChocolaTes NOW... Sheesh...
Darling.. im not acting cute okie...NAturally im CUTE... Hehe... *blushes*
what we could have been, 11:26 am.
Monday, December 12, 2005
Sorry For he madness i caused this weekend...
i shall promise myself that the tot of lying shall neva enter fucking brain anymore... i regret my stupid actions...
i was giving up on you till i came to my senses... thank you darling... yet again u made me think....
i dun even know wads my mum's intention interogating me on every boyfriend i haf... argh!!!she noes about him... and i hope she wont bother me anymore... i want to faithful to one and i tink i can wif LAn....with the stupid photo.. baby u should have scolded me yesterdae... but i think i m gonna get shit tonite...last night lecture lasted til 3am.. and the conclusion, i promised my dad to Change to be a better person!! Fuck...
i need to prove my parents that i can excel in my qualification yet again... and i can be sucessful wif wadeva job im working as....insyaallah...
i luv u baby and dun u blame urself for the shit i have been thru... dun take it personally k... i still want us to work out...
how to go overseas like this.... FUCK LA....
i shall promise myself that the tot of lying shall neva enter fucking brain anymore... i regret my stupid actions...
i was giving up on you till i came to my senses... thank you darling... yet again u made me think....
i dun even know wads my mum's intention interogating me on every boyfriend i haf... argh!!!she noes about him... and i hope she wont bother me anymore... i want to faithful to one and i tink i can wif LAn....with the stupid photo.. baby u should have scolded me yesterdae... but i think i m gonna get shit tonite...last night lecture lasted til 3am.. and the conclusion, i promised my dad to Change to be a better person!! Fuck...
i need to prove my parents that i can excel in my qualification yet again... and i can be sucessful wif wadeva job im working as....insyaallah...
i luv u baby and dun u blame urself for the shit i have been thru... dun take it personally k... i still want us to work out...
how to go overseas like this.... FUCK LA....
what we could have been, 12:09 pm.
Thursday, December 08, 2005
We had our So called celebration dinner.. ya rite... And our dinner consist of mostly finger food... lalala... it was held at no. 9 emerald hill. an alley in orchard where all the pubs were... Happy hours did start early there... Soon more ppl came.. My acting GM was spontaneous... In fact my first drink was a mere innocent sprite... LOL..... okie... PPL... i wasnt drunk yet... Mother nature was calling me!! And i think this was something funnie... the toilet was on the 1st floor, as i made my way down, the door had a pistol sign... hmmm... i took a peek inside.. and i seriously tot it was a unisex toilet like on those i've too... went to the cubicle and did my business... untill i finally realised.. i was in the male toilet!!!
lucki thing i was in the cubicle... waiting so patiently for clear exit.. was even looking under the toilet door to see whether there we any feet lurking around.. i even thought of smsing my collegue to help me... But nAh... it wouldnt make the situation better wen i think about it.. hahaha.... Finally after 20 mins of waiting.. i took my chance... Lucki i didnt stumble upon any guys upon my exit.. its got to b so embarassing... Argh!!!
my drinks came... my long island tea.. wowie!! hehe... i dun think ppl were shock.. my new manager had lots or dare pressure to them but my lilttle sis.... can sure drink.. hehehe... Su yin.. i dun believe in sipping ur Submarine down like tat.... hehe... u R definiteli a drinker.. no doubt about it... even my manager was a drinker yest. 3 Shots of Tequila... And she was still talking but she was definiteli drunk... HAhahaha... u LOok damn blur u noe... Like u r in ur on planet like that...
ScreamS!!! i didnt get my shot of my tequila... : i just didnt want my MAkcik and pakcik to see me drinking more then i should.. i already drank my long island in front of them, i got a shot of guiltiness there... haix.. maybe next time la... im looking for one more event... hehehe....
edward sent me home..at around 9.35pm.. nite was still early... wad a sweetie... he didnt drink so i was actualli in safe hands... NO drink driving for him.. well everyone know their limit i guess...
i enjoyed myself yesterdae.. was shock to see how my collegues are wen they drink... kinda flushed, kinda touchy, kinda loud, obviously very very crazy....and definitely very SOBER....
i miss u baby!
lucki thing i was in the cubicle... waiting so patiently for clear exit.. was even looking under the toilet door to see whether there we any feet lurking around.. i even thought of smsing my collegue to help me... But nAh... it wouldnt make the situation better wen i think about it.. hahaha.... Finally after 20 mins of waiting.. i took my chance... Lucki i didnt stumble upon any guys upon my exit.. its got to b so embarassing... Argh!!!
my drinks came... my long island tea.. wowie!! hehe... i dun think ppl were shock.. my new manager had lots or dare pressure to them but my lilttle sis.... can sure drink.. hehehe... Su yin.. i dun believe in sipping ur Submarine down like tat.... hehe... u R definiteli a drinker.. no doubt about it... even my manager was a drinker yest. 3 Shots of Tequila... And she was still talking but she was definiteli drunk... HAhahaha... u LOok damn blur u noe... Like u r in ur on planet like that...
ScreamS!!! i didnt get my shot of my tequila... : i just didnt want my MAkcik and pakcik to see me drinking more then i should.. i already drank my long island in front of them, i got a shot of guiltiness there... haix.. maybe next time la... im looking for one more event... hehehe....
edward sent me home..at around 9.35pm.. nite was still early... wad a sweetie... he didnt drink so i was actualli in safe hands... NO drink driving for him.. well everyone know their limit i guess...
i enjoyed myself yesterdae.. was shock to see how my collegues are wen they drink... kinda flushed, kinda touchy, kinda loud, obviously very very crazy....and definitely very SOBER....
i miss u baby!
what we could have been, 5:30 pm.
Jamilah, mE ,sU yin And SINA.... And GOSh.. i dun even know who is behind us??Do i look flushed???
what we could have been, 5:03 pm.
Monday, December 05, 2005
im just not in the best of mood i guess... monday blues i tink... nah.. or maybe the stupid taxi driver got th better of me.... argh!! just wanna let u noe i wanted to break down... becoz i DUN think i can live wif this lifestyle any longer... its drainnig my energy and my life away... but i noe deep down in me i want this to work out..Not blaming anyone but i have to figure this out in a positive way i guess... i dun want to give in always.. like u say stand up for myself.. but everytime i stand up or raise an issue i fear of losing couse i know eventualli i will give in also...and making u a lil angry wif me.... u just give me the jitters wen ur angry...mUST BE BRAVE Nura!!! STAND UP FOR MY DEAR SELF....
bABY ... u just haf a temper even ur darlin terifies of making u angry... like u goin to shout at me anytime soon... even u admit to major temper issue.. hoping there r some improvement to it ... i still love u though.... Haha... (i.u.g.w.i.m)
my weekend suck a whole lot... Kena lecture from my parents... ma & pA... i hope i can remember wad u told me... but pls dun preach at me... im not saying i can live on my own 2 feet NOW... i still need you guys to guide me(no denying This!!) But slowly i need to find my own life route myself... I love you both dearly....
SLEEP...i nEed my sLEep Hunnie...
i got Green Eyes today... Haha... green CoNtacts... Love Colour contact lenses... make me look unique... hahaha... but i shall neva try HAzel... So Common...Bleargh!!
:sCreamS:!!! i shall get my hair Straightened veri veri soon... But i love my Curls... SheesH!!
u r my one n only... dun u DARe forget that...
bABY ... u just haf a temper even ur darlin terifies of making u angry... like u goin to shout at me anytime soon... even u admit to major temper issue.. hoping there r some improvement to it ... i still love u though.... Haha... (i.u.g.w.i.m)
my weekend suck a whole lot... Kena lecture from my parents... ma & pA... i hope i can remember wad u told me... but pls dun preach at me... im not saying i can live on my own 2 feet NOW... i still need you guys to guide me(no denying This!!) But slowly i need to find my own life route myself... I love you both dearly....
SLEEP...i nEed my sLEep Hunnie...
i got Green Eyes today... Haha... green CoNtacts... Love Colour contact lenses... make me look unique... hahaha... but i shall neva try HAzel... So Common...Bleargh!!
:sCreamS:!!! i shall get my hair Straightened veri veri soon... But i love my Curls... SheesH!!
u r my one n only... dun u DARe forget that...
what we could have been, 12:11 pm.
Thursday, December 01, 2005
HunNniE's BACk!!! Argh... HE was like SAnTa yesterday.. BOught for me lots of stuff.. from a RAy BAn Sunglass to a cute Volcom bag to A shawl, pants and my My AbSolute!! ( too BAd iTS NOt thE nEw Peach Flavour... hahaha.... bUt then NemAi Nemai... so glad tat he's bAck... hehehehe... all well.. Not tan or a single scratch... Baby.. u owe me a proper dinner... or shall i say.. i owe u a proper dinner... anyways anyways..... Im MIssing u so BLoody Much...
lets catch KIng KOng VEry VEry SOON Kie....
MwaHhxXx...
LoVies~
Dun YOu Dare Get DrunK anD ShouT at ME AgaiN!!
lets catch KIng KOng VEry VEry SOON Kie....
MwaHhxXx...
LoVies~
Dun YOu Dare Get DrunK anD ShouT at ME AgaiN!!
what we could have been, 5:47 pm.
