Friday, October 27, 2006

Im shattered....
of coz i am...
its just that its all in me...
i yearn for u...
i miss u...
that call i made to u...
u sound so cold...
maybe u did it on purpose...
you did it to push me aside....
dun tell me u didnt sense the sadness in my voice...
or were u purposely ignored it....
did u mean wat u say...
sigh...

im confused... Lost...

will i be ok?

what we could have been, 8:10 pm.

oblivious to my surroundings...
i will be strong...
i hope i will...
i know i can... somehow or another....
shitness...
i can believe this is happening to me....
all so fast...
didnt expect but.. i guess "shit happens uh"
this month alone... how much happiness haf i received?
how much love haf i received?
and how much love haf i yearn from u?...
2 worlds apart.... 2 'oh so' different worlds....
one of kind...
they say opposites attract...
let them be one to judge....
Hoping
Waiting
Anticipating
Wanting
could say more...
but running out of words...
it was because of u...
You.

Left with no more dilemma...

Confusion and hurt...

it was a meet-up i regretted the most...

what we could have been, 11:38 am.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

so so moody... i pity my driving instructor.... period came and i got so angry with the pedestrian.... my engine stalled a lot of times... and my instructor was trying very hard to explain things to me.... haix.... still cannot get it inside my head.... aiyo.... aiyo.... bad u noe... but he was patient with me la.... hahahahahah.... but i think deep down inside him... he want to scream at me.... weee.....
im a bad student.....

Oh ya....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL......

Yesterday was okay.... didnt go to my greatgrandma place... everyone was pretty and handsome....

i meet my hunny just now...... aiyo... i miss u so bloody much...

i still miss u leh....

what we could have been, 8:35 pm.

Friday, October 20, 2006

different ppl react with anger, some keep quiet, some shout at the stressor and and some, after a few minutes, it will just disappear just like tat and are expected to be okay and not angry anymore...

to each its own..... and its different for everyone of us...

in this time of frustration...im just so low spirited rite now...

its not some moodswings that i just throw in your face....

i didnt mean to be rude and i had my reasons....

what we could have been, 9:05 pm.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

School has be great.... hmmm.... as usuals... lecture, tutorial, bla bla bla.... and i miss my baby so much since i met u to celebrte our one year.... hope u like the box.. made bby every inch of me... and i love ur bracelet u gave me....
driving has been scary....

hahahahahaha....
i scared my slping instructor away....

ZZZZzzzzzzz

Boo!!!!

what we could have been, 10:47 pm.

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