Tuesday, July 18, 2006
I was harsh in my words. i wasnt thinking when i said those words. and i regret for my actions. i shold have considered your felings. and the fact that i based my words only because on how we spend our times together recently and not because how i see our relationship is heading and not you. i am sory if ever made u feel so disappointed about us. i have my reasons on saying those things but i could have done better in conveying it to u. its what bothering me and i was wrong i chosing the wrong words to describe my feelings. you took it the wrong way. you would always want to see it in yours and will not accept any of mine. u will never accpt my explanation because u will see me as the one who beat around the bush. its like i do not mean it like that. and nothing will change the impression how u look at me.
i cant change time, if i could i would. i would rephrase that sentence in a proper way. i never meant for us to be this way. But u have made up a choice. i never intend to hurt you nor break us up. It wasnt my way of getting back at u. its up to u if u wanna accept this apology or not because i dun think i can speak to u without u gettin on ur nerves.
for me i owe u an explanation.
i m sorry for my insensitivity.
i cant change time, if i could i would. i would rephrase that sentence in a proper way. i never meant for us to be this way. But u have made up a choice. i never intend to hurt you nor break us up. It wasnt my way of getting back at u. its up to u if u wanna accept this apology or not because i dun think i can speak to u without u gettin on ur nerves.
for me i owe u an explanation.
i m sorry for my insensitivity.
what we could have been, 12:50 am.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
i lost Wala wala..(she is my liltle sheep)
& my thumbdrive... argh.. oh ya.. i cried... she was so cute.. and the thumbdrive is so new...
shucks....
all my research for my stupid essay.. are all gone...
mite be a curse from the photo i took of it..
got to meet my hubby yesterday... and lost it yesterday too...
haix...
my baby is not feeling too well....
oh well.. enjoy ur soccer matches at sengkang...
Someone told me to look things as the big picture.. and not the liltle smudges it has to effect the picture...
to appreciate the lilltle things in life.. becoz... life is too short to be regretting....
& my thumbdrive... argh.. oh ya.. i cried... she was so cute.. and the thumbdrive is so new...
shucks....
all my research for my stupid essay.. are all gone...
mite be a curse from the photo i took of it..
got to meet my hubby yesterday... and lost it yesterday too...
haix...
my baby is not feeling too well....
oh well.. enjoy ur soccer matches at sengkang...
Someone told me to look things as the big picture.. and not the liltle smudges it has to effect the picture...
to appreciate the lilltle things in life.. becoz... life is too short to be regretting....
what we could have been, 12:45 pm.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
2 world divide...
some might think its unfair...
some might thing that im cruel...
i dunnoe what to feel right now...
where all i can think off is just being selfish to everyone...
so wat there are my friend.. so what u are my boyfriend...
i gonna think to myself and never to bother anyone...
im never gonna tell others how i feel...
maybe im just angry to feel this way.. well.. u guys are just no one to me...(except him)
the ones i see in school only... and PLease God..
i dun wish TO work with u guys too...
FUCK IT....
I dun want to tok about it....
some might think its unfair...
some might thing that im cruel...
i dunnoe what to feel right now...
where all i can think off is just being selfish to everyone...
so wat there are my friend.. so what u are my boyfriend...
i gonna think to myself and never to bother anyone...
im never gonna tell others how i feel...
maybe im just angry to feel this way.. well.. u guys are just no one to me...(except him)
the ones i see in school only... and PLease God..
i dun wish TO work with u guys too...
FUCK IT....
I dun want to tok about it....
what we could have been, 3:32 pm.
