Monday, September 20, 2004
Got hOMe anD i sO frEaking anGRy wIF JAya!! hOW could u juSt acCUse DeNIse creating the anTi-jaya thingie in frienDster... For god sAke she doesnt even haf a computer or an internet AccEsS.... FArk... wad The heLL.. she wOUld be the lasT perSon who would do such things even though she does not like her... HAix... come to think abt it.. everyone hates her.... Wad the hell... i dunnoe wad improve after the complain session with the peNguIN... HEcK.... noThing improveD... she is stIlL faRk up... stOopid lah.. teaChers must accept tat they are sometimes hated by tHE studenTS... and waD is thiS thinG abOUt suINg uS... Duh.. we R barely 16... blEaRgh!! so nonsenSe... like she can trace the persOn like TAt...stoOpid ah.... now She is investigatIng.. a bit dumb lor... like the students want to admit like tat... if u a cRappy teachEr noTHing can denY taT the sTUdenTS dun LIKe u anD disPIse u....juST acCept the FacT!! aRgh!!! So aNgrY!!!
what we could have been, 6:19 pm.
Friday, September 10, 2004
mAybe cHAngeS ReAlLy chAnge the boTH OF uS... Hmm... MayBE i wS the rEasON THE Both oF uS turn oUt thIs fuCkinG waE... Was I EntiRelY in tHE wrONg? Hmmm... MAybe i wAs... BUt wHEn i TRied to Spent a lITylE timE wiF u... I StILl feLt lefT ouT... i dIDnt feEl the boND i had wiF u anymORe.... eveRyone seEs u As a amAzinG PRobLem soLVer n person.. ur perfect freN tat everIonE treats as the ONe... practicalli everione goes to u for adviCe... I use too... bUT not anymore... I cant go to u... Becoz the problem lays wif us.... Wad is the use MSginG or wriTTIng a letter... nothing going to change everything that has happened.... Hmm... lets jUSt see wad happens next.. u live ur life and i'll live mine... maybe i was wrong to spent lOts of time wif him... BUt seriousli tats the wae i m.. and im not gonna change it becoz... at least he lIstens to me... LOoK at hoW all of u see me in KfC JUst noW... EveryonE Was minding theiR oWn conversation... EveN u.... U dIdnt cAre lesS wHEn i spoke to u.. And yet u msg Me teLLIng me to droP by and sae HI!! wth... wat u msg me after tat was likE u were assuming that i didnt want to go out wif u purposeli... wad the fark... wadeva lah.. i alreadi told u tat i had plans.... Screw u guys... IF u dun wanna unDerstand wateva im goin thru rite now.. or accept the changes...i dun care anymore.... foR ur informatioN.. I m studying my ass off for the coming prelims.... maybe u all just haf to accept tat i wont haf much time for u guys anymore... deAr... i dun blame u for wad has happened to my freindship wif her... becoz... if she cant accept it then i seriousli dun care.... i dun blame u... coz u haf alwaes listen to me pourin my sorrows... tHank u.... it has been happening for more then a month now...i dun want to bother any of my so called friends wif my problems.... thank u dear..... <> *MUAkk*
what we could have been, 8:21 pm.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
ItS tUEsdAe.... 2 dAys haVE diSaPPeared From the 1 weEk breAk...haIX... So fAst lIAO.. anD sOOn preLIMs wILl aWait mE... wAd hAf BEeN uP to... HMM... NOTin muCh.. MOStLI lazinG aroUnd...and MOstlI MAthS... aIYo... So streSs oVEr mAths tat i ForgeT aBT my oTHer SubJEcts.. oh YA... ToDAe IS mY 3Rd moNTh anNiverSArRy With MY eva So lOVinG anD cAring sWeEthEarT...HEhe... So loNg lIAo... hE bOUGht mE loTS of StuFFs recAntLI... YEsTErdAe he boUGHt me ElmO <> kinDA lOok lIkE mE deAr.... and he bOUghT cHOColate heArTS.... HEhe... so sWeet....ThAnk u so MuCh... anD for thE cOOkiEs anD the t-shIRt.... hMM...THankS a lOT....Its NOt BEcOz Of the stUFFs tat u hAve giVEn me tAt i lOVe u... ITs bEcoZ...u have tolErated me and gone thru a lot Wif me... fOr ur uNDerStaNDiNg and alwaEs HAvinG thAt smILe Wif u eVentHougH im doWn....
what we could have been, 6:42 pm.
