Thursday, April 28, 2005
OKAy.... I gEt It.. Im just there wen u NId ME... WeN u R bORed or something... Or elsE iM jUSt A nUiSanCe lil pesT.. alWays IrRitating u at the WroNg time... Wen u r eatIng Or rIDinG... The THINg iS tat i DunNOe taT u freaking BuSy...duNOe.. GueSS u Cant be bOthered to tell me either huh... So screw it... i Cant juSt kEEp CAlliN oR mSginG aighT... u THINk im tat desPErate... LucKI THINg I dIDnt CoMMiT wholeheartedly into the shit... Argh!! Forget it.... Im GeTtinG oVEr U sOon...
its mY last Dae Tml At dHL.. Hmm.. Was GIve OppOrTUrNIty TO sign On for more month...To wORk In A moRe chiAlat positioN.. HAix... So MAny EyEs LoookinG at U wEn U woRk NOw..all ThE bIG BIg BOSSeS..all the HIGh ExeCutiVEs.. HAix.. NOW tat vaN nOt GOing To BE hEre.. GOIn to MISs u deAr... HAHa.. StiLL Considering bah.. stilL noT suRe wads my decision...
its mY last Dae Tml At dHL.. Hmm.. Was GIve OppOrTUrNIty TO sign On for more month...To wORk In A moRe chiAlat positioN.. HAix... So MAny EyEs LoookinG at U wEn U woRk NOw..all ThE bIG BIg BOSSeS..all the HIGh ExeCutiVEs.. HAix.. NOW tat vaN nOt GOing To BE hEre.. GOIn to MISs u deAr... HAHa.. StiLL Considering bah.. stilL noT suRe wads my decision...
what we could have been, 8:28 pm.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
OmG!!... mY heArt dRopPEd WEn I hEaRD thaT u WeRE iNVOlveD iN aN aCcIdENt.. oUCh!! dUnnOE ur eXTENt OF ur InJUrIES bUT prAYING taT u R aLRIgHT...ThE WaE U dEScRIbeD It... hMm.. gOSh u beTTa Be AlRIte Kie... i WaNT TO sEe THE sMiLE sOoN.. heHE.. wANTED tO gO TO ur PLaCE buT sOMeBodY sTiLL haVEnt GIVE me Ur ADd.. aRgH.. lOOk.. sO maNY pPL TAT cAREs FOr U... haIX... hOpInG U noe TaT I cARE FOr U... LuCKI thINg u DiDnt keep it Away Frm ME... I wOulD HAf BEEn fURioUS IF u DiDnt teLL mE.. AlTHouGh i Was AsLEep WheN u CallEd LAst NIte.. I KneW sOMethinG waS AmiSS WHEn u DiDnt RePly my mSg IN THE MOrn...GEt WELl SoON SwEEtIE..SoBS...TAKE Care...
I TRIP ON a FORkLIFT!!!!.... HAHA... So CareLEss of ME... HHAHA... Was TIpTOEINg the THE FOrk oF the Forklift aND sUDDenlI i Realised Tat I tRiP....(BLushINg) OMG... so eMBArassiNG!!! Hhehehe... UnGLaM... But THE MOsT relieviNg THING wAs TAt NO oNE ExcePT For Van( So ShUT uP VAN!!!) HEhe... didnt hurt mYseLF..(pHEw).. Hehe..So A LESSon To bE lEaRNt... NEva EvEr TIP TOe ON ThiNGs... U MitE neVA knOE wAd WiLL HAppEned to U...HAha... StIll ReCOveRing Frm LAuGHinG to mYSeLF...
I TRIP ON a FORkLIFT!!!!.... HAHA... So CareLEss of ME... HHAHA... Was TIpTOEINg the THE FOrk oF the Forklift aND sUDDenlI i Realised Tat I tRiP....(BLushINg) OMG... so eMBArassiNG!!! Hhehehe... UnGLaM... But THE MOsT relieviNg THING wAs TAt NO oNE ExcePT For Van( So ShUT uP VAN!!!) HEhe... didnt hurt mYseLF..(pHEw).. Hehe..So A LESSon To bE lEaRNt... NEva EvEr TIP TOe ON ThiNGs... U MitE neVA knOE wAd WiLL HAppEned to U...HAha... StIll ReCOveRing Frm LAuGHinG to mYSeLF...
what we could have been, 9:01 pm.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
WoO HoO.. HAd A suPErB dAe.. WoKE uP liKE 12... HahA... DamN tIRed FrM yEsterDae... HEe...did LOts oF housewoRk... WeLL nOT reAlli LAh... WasHINg aND ClEaninG.. THE neceSSaRy StuFF.. StiLL hAvent giVE kUtiP Its BAth... ArGH!! U stINk bAlLs.. HAHa.. MAybe TmL... WeNT To mEndaKI For the VOlUntEer oRIEntaTIOn...WoO HOo.. INtResTINg!!! met new FaceS anD lEarn mORe abT them... Okay.. The vOlunTeEr pRoGrAmMes weRe verY inTreStinG AND wElL OrGAsNISed IU guEss... uNLike soME oRganISatioNs... NOT mEntioNing NAmes.... HAHA... BAmBAnG... U haF a VeRy CooL NAme dude... And StOP diStuRbiNg mE n THE meRceDes CaB...HAha...LoOKIng ForWard to AlL the ProGraMMEs.. HAHA... TAt sHOUlD kEEp me bUsy for A whILE...
As For the REsT oF thE dAys.. HmM.. WenT bUGiS to get mY sIEmeNs cHArgEr.. LIke FinAllI... HAHA... waS So lOnelY... THEn HAd MY Lil DaTE Wif A cUTiE... HAHA... TAuFiK.. ThaNKs MAn... I nEEdEd the cOMpaNY... THE dAe tAt i wAs given aN oPPoRtuRNity to gO oUt tiLl lAte.. And All mY FrieNDs Are BUsy... HOW unForTUnate...sObS... BUt IT Was Fun N niCe lah.. NOt tOo BAd... GoT to NOe U A LiL BEtTa...Oh YA.. U BikE iS So CutE...wINd blOwINg IntO my FaCE... aRgH... meSsEd uP mY haIr le... HAha..thAnks YA For THE ride...Im LoOKinG ForWArD to SEE UR SeConD WiFe... HEe...
JuSt WAnt To KnOE u A lIl biT MOrE BEtTA... DuN wANna rusH iNto THIS ShIT...Dun wAnt To mAkE tHe SAmE MIstAkes In tHE pAsT... If U CuD oNLi BE HoNEsT aBouT HoW u FELt AbOuT thIS...DuN WaNT to FeEl ConFuSed anD LOsT anYmORe... JUst So TIred FeElinG thIS WaY.. I wISh i KneW Wad to Sae wheN i HAd tHE OpPoTurNIty To Sae It... MAYbe IT wAs JUst A ONe TIME ThiNG FoR US... ME?? THe reBoUnD?!?? I HoPE NOt.... hMM... gUeSs i HaF to WaIT huR...( iTs aLwAys faTe taT iM the ReBOuNd...)
(...) WAd Was THe InTenTIOn of TAt MSg?? To makE ME FeEl GUIlTy Or SHItTY...aRgH!! DuNNOE WhY I fEEl ThIS WaY... SomEhOW Or AnothEr.. I FEel As THOuGH U haD altERioR MOtiVes... ArGH... ShIt LAh... u r no oNE to ME tO mAke ME FeEl ThIS WAe...GAy DuDe...
As For the REsT oF thE dAys.. HmM.. WenT bUGiS to get mY sIEmeNs cHArgEr.. LIke FinAllI... HAHA... waS So lOnelY... THEn HAd MY Lil DaTE Wif A cUTiE... HAHA... TAuFiK.. ThaNKs MAn... I nEEdEd the cOMpaNY... THE dAe tAt i wAs given aN oPPoRtuRNity to gO oUt tiLl lAte.. And All mY FrieNDs Are BUsy... HOW unForTUnate...sObS... BUt IT Was Fun N niCe lah.. NOt tOo BAd... GoT to NOe U A LiL BEtTa...Oh YA.. U BikE iS So CutE...wINd blOwINg IntO my FaCE... aRgH... meSsEd uP mY haIr le... HAha..thAnks YA For THE ride...Im LoOKinG ForWArD to SEE UR SeConD WiFe... HEe...
JuSt WAnt To KnOE u A lIl biT MOrE BEtTA... DuN wANna rusH iNto THIS ShIT...Dun wAnt To mAkE tHe SAmE MIstAkes In tHE pAsT... If U CuD oNLi BE HoNEsT aBouT HoW u FELt AbOuT thIS...DuN WaNT to FeEl ConFuSed anD LOsT anYmORe... JUst So TIred FeElinG thIS WaY.. I wISh i KneW Wad to Sae wheN i HAd tHE OpPoTurNIty To Sae It... MAYbe IT wAs JUst A ONe TIME ThiNG FoR US... ME?? THe reBoUnD?!?? I HoPE NOt.... hMM... gUeSs i HaF to WaIT huR...( iTs aLwAys faTe taT iM the ReBOuNd...)
(...) WAd Was THe InTenTIOn of TAt MSg?? To makE ME FeEl GUIlTy Or SHItTY...aRgH!! DuNNOE WhY I fEEl ThIS WaY... SomEhOW Or AnothEr.. I FEel As THOuGH U haD altERioR MOtiVes... ArGH... ShIt LAh... u r no oNE to ME tO mAke ME FeEl ThIS WAe...GAy DuDe...
what we could have been, 9:58 pm.
Friday, April 22, 2005
Hmm... Its BEeN a whILe SincE i BLog... Damn Tired aNd buSy wiTh Work anD aLl... HAHA... NAh.. MAyBE im JuSt LAzY i GUesS... HAHa... WorK... Its HAs All AlMoSt 4 Daes Since i sAw van: HmmPH!! WherE have u BEen gIRl?? miSS ya) hMM... GEtTinG usE WiF iT... At LEasT im NOt OstraCised... AT leasT thEre's JayA, fAdzil, RAhYm,azMI,KEN, pEtER, and not forgetTtinG the whole lot of othEr PPl... Oh ya.. thanks for brighteninG and my WhoLe dAe wIf uR JoKEs and smILes.. Oh ya.. To FAdZil: Haha... THAnkS for ListeniNg... I needEd TAt....to Mus> HAix... LucKIly toDae im in a good mOOd...sMIliNg and TO u And eXplaINinG to u CarefUlLy MAkes ME reAlised tAT im quite a patient person... AND tAT does not Change thE fact TAt u Are A Fark UP perSon...AHAHA...
OkAy.. nExt WeEK IS my LAsT wEeK... aRgh... Of Coz i WiLl MisS u pPl.. Was Given a cHAnce to siGn oN... But.. nOt worth iT.. not becoz of woRk buT the traveLLinG... hoNesTlI its DraINnig My EnerGY..hAha...{} LoVE evEry SinGle One OF u... HAha.... DHL roCks.. OH ya... BOWlIng... Count me in some time soon ya....HEHE... GoinG to MISS U gUYS verY verY sOoN..to the clEaners, and the OPeratioNs GuYS tat MAke a HEll OF a NOiSe in the OfFicE To the sNooTy BrAt tat IS dRivinG a LEXUS RX300..N thE SeCuRItY GUARDS.. Wit uR smILEs...n to JEsSiCa MUi!!! hehe... haix...
wad the hell am i goin to do after the month... walk aimlessli again i guess...haha... alone now tat van has been accepted to earlI chIldhooD.... ConGRAts ya...A TinGE of jEalousY.. But... Im Still happy for ya... MUAckS... goin to think about my maths for a very long time now... practiceS... ArGH... And find a new joB... NEarer to my hoouse i guess.... ADmIN PLs... NO... F&B... DUN LIKE SHIFTS]]
I Dun CAre aBt uR caR anymoRe...noR How FAst u NOE i want u to drIVe... BUT U suFFocate ME tilL i Cant taKE it anYMOre... I enJOy MY coMPany.. And hOW i likE thE aTteNtiOn i Get... NeiTHEr U CAn ConTRol THem HOW they LOoK aT me...MIssUnDersTAnDinG heRe And THEre...eVEn BEtWeeN u N U FRienDs.. wAlaU... Do u Even ConSider theM ur FRienDs.... The DiFfereNCe is So wiDe TAt We NID an INtrepReter... WELl Not ME LAh.. buT U.. Get A wiFE...SiCk WiF all THiS noNSeSiCAl THINgs... THIS Could nEva HAppened BEtWEen US... u KnoWn ME LEsS Then a mONth... thiNGs aRe juSt toO ComplCated....ToO mAny inTerfeReNCe... U get iNfo FroM UR soURce.. who they themselves dun even noe whether u r telling the truth or not..Guess iTs For the BEsT...haha... taT soUnds FaMIliAr... OH nevaMINd.. I m RemiNded of the PAst again.. U noT coNtacTinG me... Wow... Great move ya... Oh yA.. oNE more thing... HEEd ur freINds advice.. QuiTE true leh... dUn get UrseLF inTO ShiTTy StUFf... NOt WortH IT...
KEl:u StiLl HAf TimeDun WoRRY ya!
MUsT LosE WeiGht!!!! GETTinG fAT... ARGH!!! RAmBO... I WIll RMB waD u sAid To mE On WeD.. OMg!! CAnt BEliEve It... HAix....muSt TONE My BODy LIao... ARGh.. MUSt reaLli Do SomethING About it... WiNKX WinKX... KEn: GiVE u Time For UR leG to RecoVEr... And LEt ME TOne Up.. We WIlL Go FOR SwIMmiNg SOOn... HAha... MUacKx...jIA yOu...
OkAy.. nExt WeEK IS my LAsT wEeK... aRgh... Of Coz i WiLl MisS u pPl.. Was Given a cHAnce to siGn oN... But.. nOt worth iT.. not becoz of woRk buT the traveLLinG... hoNesTlI its DraINnig My EnerGY..hAha...{} LoVE evEry SinGle One OF u... HAha.... DHL roCks.. OH ya... BOWlIng... Count me in some time soon ya....HEHE... GoinG to MISS U gUYS verY verY sOoN..to the clEaners, and the OPeratioNs GuYS tat MAke a HEll OF a NOiSe in the OfFicE To the sNooTy BrAt tat IS dRivinG a LEXUS RX300..
I Dun CAre aBt uR caR anymoRe...noR How FAst u NOE i want u to drIVe... BUT U suFFocate ME tilL i Cant taKE it anYMOre... I enJOy MY coMPany.. And hOW i likE thE aTteNtiOn i Get... NeiTHEr U CAn ConTRol THem HOW they LOoK aT me...MIssUnDersTAnDinG heRe And THEre...eVEn BEtWeeN u N U FRienDs.. wAlaU... Do u Even ConSider theM ur FRienDs.... The DiFfereNCe is So wiDe TAt We NID an INtrepReter... WELl Not ME LAh.. buT U.. Get A wiFE...SiCk WiF all THiS noNSeSiCAl THINgs... THIS Could nEva HAppened BEtWEen US... u KnoWn ME LEsS Then a mONth... thiNGs aRe juSt toO ComplCated....ToO mAny inTerfeReNCe... U get iNfo FroM UR soURce.. who they themselves dun even noe whether u r telling the truth or not..Guess iTs For the BEsT...haha... taT soUnds FaMIliAr... OH nevaMINd.. I m RemiNded of the PAst again.. U noT coNtacTinG me... Wow... Great move ya... Oh yA.. oNE more thing... HEEd ur freINds advice.. QuiTE true leh... dUn get UrseLF inTO ShiTTy StUFf... NOt WortH IT...
KEl:u StiLl HAf Time
what we could have been, 10:49 pm.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Hei!! hehe...hmm... went to my aunts chalet yesterdae nite... Hmm..yA.. wads so special abt it rite...hMm.. TAufik Came... ya... TAt Cute ass... HAha... He was like a piece of shit and all the fliEs were all attracted to it...JUst Came frm the miSs Singapore pagent.. HAha... hmm... HE was like practicalli signing anything aNd everything tat were presented to him... HAix... Poor thing man... Its like wen he entered the rm.. he was attacked by a swarm of flies....never get a chance to catch a breather...cant all of them treat him like a normal person... NAh... Hehe... he stayed there for like 15 mins and then he left... to enjoy a scrumptious meal frm his moTher... SweEt MAn... welL as for me... I wasnt in the limelight... ToO crowded.. And i Didnt get anything for him to siGn.. WoO hoO... Sad rite... but iT was nice to see him personallY.. MUaCkX...
what we could have been, 9:23 pm.
