Sunday, July 31, 2005

So thIS is StEalth.. haha... Tat one above is josh LucAs... CutE mEh?... and the poster Below... is so nice... And THE plane AboVE THEm... NicE rite....

So thIs is STealth....

Awesome i guess!....

what we could have been, 4:05 pm.

Have u ever miss someone?
have you ever miss someone and felt terrible
because you think tat he/she doesnt miss you?
Missing someone is terrible but at the same time
a sweet feeling...
you will be sitting around wondering if you meant
anything to him/her...
Thinkin if he/she ever cares about you
rushing to the phone once it rings
Hoping thats its him/her
Lookin out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise
by appearing downstairs
Sitting in front of the television but
Thinking of him/her
missing the final episode of your favourite show.
lying on your bed, Thinking of the last time you went out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars, talking about everything
Logging on the net hoping to see him/her online
When you realise thet he/she isnt online
and did not return your call
You start worrying if he/she is okay...

HAix... Im MIssing MUh HuBBy nOw...

I havent finished the conclusion for this post...... mY dAddy IS NAggy ah...

So See If i HAf thE tIME... i'll finished it soon...

MUAckXx...

~An AnGel IN diSgUISe...~

what we could have been, 12:49 am.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Look....

Omg!! That realli LooKs Like PInk....ArgH!!! .:scReamS:.A PINk R1!!!... Hehehe... Came aCrOSs with tHIs At The YAmaha WebSite... Okie... it mite say Its 'LAva REd' But to me.. it lookS like its Dark PInk... ArGh.... R1 suPPose to be slick and classy... And Pink iS definIte No nO... iM sTIll In LOve Wit the Red ONe... HEhe... & wiTh The rider Of Coz... HEhe...

WenT to WatcH SteAlth Todae... WOWie... The PLAnes Are Super sUper SuPer Awesome... I giVe tHE ShoW 3 1/2 Stars.. tO mE It Was okay la.. If IT wAsnt For the plaNEs... The ShOW IS kiNDa PRediCtabLE... No Cute AcTors... jOsh LucAs Was So SO... JEssICa BIeL IS hOt... HEhe... overall... The PLanes Were Even HOtteR.... E.D.I. iF u Were REd... .: DreAmiNg & DrOOling.:

A HUnDRed anD fiFty.... No No.. a hundred and FifTy five... Wow... at ExpRessWaY SoMEmorE... HEhe... But NO chOIce... BAby WAsnT fEeLIng WeLl... HAd To ruSh Hm... HEhe... PooR BAby... Wen u weRE SpEedinG... I lauged... LOL...

So COld... Hehe... HavING FlU.... Sheesh....
.: sNIfflEs:. BAby TAkE cAre YA....

Ur Sis IS So CuTE... uSUallY... THe SiBliNG will NOt GivE A fRiG aBt THEir siblinG's GF... But She is So So helpfuLTO take A pHOtO oF uS... HeHe... BoTh OF u ReAlli HAf a BOnd WitH EacH oTHEr.... And THEn ShE ToT i Was 20 or 21.... hahahaha....im sTill YounG GiRl.... i woNDer if she is gonna advise u.... LOL..

SHArinG a BoWl OF YonG tAu Foo... So Romantic... Hehe... WitH 5 Small Bowls OF chilli... thE AuNTie Was GiVINg ME the peculiaR looK... * rOllS EyEs* That mEans yOUr Soup is Too BLend... Do SomEthINg AbouT it... dEaR... u stIll Can Sae ITs NOt SpiCy EnOUgh... HEhe... CuTE... u REallI can tahAn THE sPicY TasTe Huh...

Came BAcK at 9.40... HAhaha..... No oNE sPOke.... Lalalalala....

EnJOyEd MYSeLF ToDae....

ThankS hubBy...

DoNt ThiNK tOO mUch...

StOOPiD WOMen DRiVer.... i Knoe Im SuPPoSe to stand For mY own GenDer... BUT.... Hmmm... i juSt GavE UP oN tHem... THEy Think They ReAlli OWn THE bLoodY RoAd...
: they Cant mAke UP thEir MinD
: they TAke A whOle loT oF timE to makE up their mind
: LAst MInutEs turns
: they DonT signal
: They aRe nOT alErt wen TuRning aT A juncTion...
: slOW drivErs
: a WHole lot of time is taken when the pArk their CAR
: wen driving a bIG or EXPENSivE car... THEy THink thay OWn THE Road....
: FriGGIn Arses!!!
: p. S... .: i rEst My CasE.:.

aNYONE wanT TO ADD in ThiS liSt.... PLs Do....

LOL....

MuaCkxXx....

what we could have been, 11:09 pm.

Friday, July 29, 2005

I need time
Love
Joy
I need spaceI need me

Say hello to the girl that I am!
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like
What I want
What I don't
But everytime I do I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world,
I realize
I'm Overprotected

There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God I need some answers

What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I don't need nobody'sTellin me just what I
wanna
What I what what what I'm gonna Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody's telling me just what what what I wanna do,
doI'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

GueSs u guYs ReADinG.... must be wonDeriNG.... Why A bRITNEY SPEARS song Rite?? HAha.... This soNg IS PotrtAying wAd mY Life is cuRentli NOw... The lyRics VEry TruE AbOut HOW im FeelINg RiTe nOW...

Sheesh...

Oh ya... GOt mY hArry Bk... HEhe... ThankS Bro.. I OwE YOu One....

Baby... LovE yOU TO bITs.... TAKE Care YA.....

MeloDramAtIc LifE OF nUrA....

MUAckXxx.....

what we could have been, 12:14 pm.

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Okay... HerE it Goes...

spOkE To mY muM... Hmm.... How Did It go.... Well... pREtttY sHOCKING I GUess... I tot... IT was going to be ( ME gettIng all pissed... And HEr... ScreAminG her all thE wAy... nagging away...) i tot the boTh of us couldn't come into terms... bUT shockingly... i can sae it went pretty good... i wAsnt pissed off neither angry nor annoyed... haha... in the end of it... i was kinda smiling.... well... i hope she could change her mindset abt me leading my life on my own... NOt denying that i dun need her guidance but she has to make myself think and decide wad i want for my life.... tee hee hee...and if she wants to know more abt my personal stuff... she could go through me and not Him...(DeAr.. iM sorry: iF She IS KInda NAggY At tIMes:) Pls BEar WiF It.... i dun mind telling Her abt me... i dun realli mind being honest wif her now.. since she noes... most of the stuff tat is happennin to me illegally... .: MA Stop NOseYinG AroUNd:.

OKay had a weird conversatIon with SomeONE i diDnt toK to For A lonG tiME... Hmmm... As AwKWard as IT soUNds... it was sooo weird.. u sound like u pouring your grief of your ex to me... as annoying as it sounds.... i onli heard a side of your story... cant blame her totally.. anywae.. i dun want to rant about stoopid ppl.... waste my energy onli...

.: sCreams:. i wAnt MY No nUt chOColatE ChiP.... OR the BlaCk ColoUr CookIe At FAMOUs AmoS...

ArGH!!!

must get it....

crAvinG for it....

BAby... ToNIte.. wAs fuN... I wIShed IT wiLL neva EnD... ur sis is so cute.... hehe... NICe MEeting her ...Oh YA.. I noe U R upSet abt CertAin stUFf.... But Dun WoRry YA...( no ONe wIll bE SweetEr tHEn yOU)... <> So.. dun WoRRy So MuCh... it ShOWs ME U CAre So MUch FoR mE... wAsnT thINking WenT i spoKE i GUess... Hhmmm...

MUACkXxx....

what we could have been, 10:18 pm.

Monday, July 25, 2005

haix... FriGgin boRed maN... GoIN crazy becuse of u.... I misH u... Okay.. i got in this mess becoz Of ME myself... Not anyone else... And I duN BlamE MY BAby.. HEhe... Got GroUNdeD BeCAuSe I wAs NOTTi... HAix... So OLd Yet KEnA grOunDed... But i deServEd mY So called PurnIShmenT... HEhe... And I sErvE iT alreaDy... BasiCally.. 2 daYS OF LAziNg AroUNd... ARGH!! ReAdinG... maTHs..soMEmore ReadinG And MOrE MAthS... ARGH!!! hehe.... fINisEd MY FuLL mEtAl PAniC... Its NIce anime... HEhe... ThaNKs For INtRoDUcinG it To ME... FinISed My HeLLSinG Too... I WonDer Wen IT THE Second part Is Goin To Come... (*CuRioUS*)

Watch t.v.. walk around the house.. and BasicallY.... do the laundry.. aiyo... I mISs u BAby.... SunDay.. diDnt MEet up... wen u had the opporturnity To Go out.. i did A friggiN stupId MIsTAke tat gOt MYselF in TRouBLe.... ArGH!!!... (SlAps HeAd)... mondAy.. looKIng foRwArD to See ya.. SorRy i wAsnT THErE To NURsE u... HopE U FeElinG bEtteR HOnEy.... .:ScReAmS:. EAt yoUR MEdiCinE.... HEhehe... JuSt A liL coNCern For U... pOoR baBY... sLEPT tHRu THe NItE.. iTs GOOd TaT U HAD a WONDeRfuL loNG rEsT.. teE HeE HeE....
aS tHE boRINg WEEkeND paSS Me By... im LooKIng ForWard To anOthEr WeeKenD.. Just LookinG foRwArd fOR Wads GoinG to HAppenEd...

LookInG aT tHE BRiGHt SiDe...

MuacKXxX....
GTg... Im At WorK noW.... DuN wAnt to BE CauGHt BlOggiNG...

what we could have been, 3:38 pm.

Thursday, July 21, 2005

123 bAby... heHE... Tats Was HOw Fast U wEre GoiN... Ooo.... Was LAughing HysteriCally.... (to ALl.. There WaSnt Any VeHIclEs AroUnd US... SO DUN WoRrY YA)... Anywaes... now tat shE nOes... I think its better... At least now we r not goin to keeping something from Her..No MOre Hiding...But SeriOUslY Dunnoe how she got ur number... she must be realli nosey to know it... haix... Will uS ever ChaNge? Are u doubting it After u had A LOng "gOOD" chat Wif HEr?? hmm... u Dun?? U sure or not.. HAha... LetS jUst See...

i truSt u.. If OnlI i CoulD GAin BAck HEr TRust... The BOnd tat I wAs SuppoSed to HAf... i YEarN... BUt I dun Think i Could tRy Once MOre... Getting Tired aND Fed Up Everytime.. i Try... Dun GivE up You Say... Its NOt Easy DeAr... u R nOt In my ShoeS...

AvOid IS the BEst Way.... IgnORance IS so BlisS... (vEry)... i dun wisheD to HAf A Close BonD AnymoRe.. I noE iM stIl YounG... Maybe u Care... Care tOO muCh TaT u R nOT wiLLing to LEt Me go Bit By BIt.... SoOneR Or LAter. u GOinG to ReAlisEd tAt I have GroWn Up And TakE caRe oF MySelF... DotS...

i m Not Astray BEcoZ Of TAt NeiTHEr Him... Its nOt... I DiDnT pLAn to Start My OLd Habit... i Wasnt INflUEnced But At the MOmEnt OF temptation... I diD It AnyWae... But I diDnt MEan Tat HAbIT Will BE Drag UntiLl He FounD It.. SorrY Bro To get U inTO the Shit Too... HAha... u Deserved It.... but Seriously u dO...

i read This on mY CloSe Friend'S EX'S blOg.. HAha... IntREstINg I guess..

may i feel said he
i'll squeal said she
just once said he
it's fun said she

may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he
why not said she

let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she

may i stay said he
which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

may i move said he
is it love said she
if you're willing said he
but you're killing said she

but it's life said he
but your wife said she
now said heow said she
tiptop said he

don't stop said she
oh no said he
go slow said she
cccome? said he
ummm said she

you're divine! said he
you are Mine said she

think watever.. i dun realli care...
i just like the tHe so called PoEM!!!

what we could have been, 4:01 pm.

Monday, July 18, 2005

ArgH!!! i Realli Had A BAD wEeKEnd... HAix... SatuRDay Was DamN LazY... AfTER tUItioN... went onliNe to Chat Wif Some friends.. and then since my Daddy wAs not feeling Well... the wHole FamilY had No friggin PLans... And THen I slEpt All throUGh the AfterNoon... (FeLt so LAzY).. So ANy Waes.. WOke Up... WenT to MEet My DeAreSt pAl... FelT so mUCh Better Went i Pour some Stuffs to U... Thanks for Listening Ya... Im NOt Blaming U for Being So BUsy.. IN fAct Im Thankful TAt u Were THEre Just to liSten to ME... i dUn need More AttentioN fRom U... TAkE cAre YA... I nOE u Will EnJOy UR lIFe iN sChool... Love You Lots BAbe... P.S: I lOVE UR RED Specs... Hehehe....

SunDaY wAs SO so... Haix... I so Dun LIKe PAsir Ris PArk.. TEll u FRankLy.. I diDnt NOe is So FrGGIn BiG...wAlk And Walk But NEvA reacHEd... SweaTin A lOT...(eWW) BAby Sorry To MAke U wAit So lONg and thE Fact u had To ruSh To Work Without a PRoper MEal... Gosh.. ReAlli TOt THEy HAd BEtter Food... Sorry About THat Too.. But I diD RedEEm MyselF... HEhe... BettEr THAnk ME for THat....

BBQ wAs So DamN BoreD ... Gosh mY cOUsin Should PLan Better... AiyO.. NO mUSic... NO cHArCoal... NO Fire Starters... And NO cHiLLi Sauce.... OMG... And Then There Were Ppl... TAt u didnt even like.... haix.. IN the end We HAd To wAit For Ppl fiNished MaKIng OUt.... HAhaha.... But The Couple tat came later is so So Cute.. Wore the Same t-shirt... HHEhe.... So Couply...( OOoohh) HEhe... LiyanA Is SO friEndlY and AdoRabLE....

And THEn THe Unexpected Happened.... my Cousin and HEr Fren wEnt To Tampines Mall... Oh MY... Went MANGo, WalkEd Around.. And THEn I realised I LOST my PHONE.... PPL.... I LOST MY PHONE... fyi... DiDnt HAf Any MOOD.... so I FaggEd... i ConFEssEd... Now CoPinG with The LOst Of my PHONE... Missing It AlreaDy.... Hoping TO get my 3230 on TUesday... I still haVEnt Made MInd Yet... So... PEEPS.. dROP ME UR nUMBERS yA...

mISSINg My mSgs ANd my phoNE lotS...

aRgh!!!

Still dOuBtING.....

what we could have been, 11:27 am.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

I HAve NotHIng TO bLOG aBOUt....
NID to GEt MY haRRy PotTer BOOK...
iM miSSinG U bAdLY....
YestERdAy Was AweSome... Cold YEt GrEaT...
DeClare YEstERdAe Was RED DaY foR US.. NicE RED SwEater... And defiNItEly UR R1...
THAnks... For AcCompAnyiNG mE to ChaRles And KEiTH..
ShariNG SPIcY... yONg TAu Foo.. OMG....
SmOOChes BAby!!

DoubTIng.....

Im Dun THink iM goiNG TO let THE THoughT LEave My HeAd... ( iT wILl DefINiTEly Will)

SorrY....

.:(sCReams):.I like BiG bUtt And I canNOt LIE...( lAuGHs)

what we could have been, 3:01 pm.

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

GuiLTy.. THAts why i mUst blog... hehe... i almost made ur R1 DroPped... Hehe... sorry Baby.... no apologies can make u not be paranoid of me rite... hehe... Always CaRefuLl wif where i plaCe my hands on ur Precious... HEhe... Sexy la ur bike... no Doubt abt it...

haf u ever felt tat in order to archieved something u haf to do something wrong.. something like sucking up to tat particular person...evil intentions... i sae... in order to get something.. u go and do watever/ evErything it takes to please that person... and wen u finally got it... u realise tat person wants more from you... And wad u feeling rite now... its not so worth it afterall...then as tat person becomes persistant and StRongEr... u become more vunerable and weak... finally u give in and u relise u made a great mistake...

17 this year and i still have a long wae to go... mY clubbing daes... my hang out days... my overniting daes and lots more to come..im just looking forward to those stuffs... my flirting days and my flinging days... haix... still young though...though u dun lead a life which i was expecting.. im still very greatful... i having doubts but then again...

Doubting.....

what we could have been, 11:20 am.

Monday, July 11, 2005

It Was suppose to be A meaningful dae todae... But then again... if the both of us could not care less... so... todae wouldnt be so meaningful afterall rite... so forget it lah... BAck to weekend...

Saturdae.... Was a bad Day... WarNing To All... Dun make Any PLANS wif ur parents!!! UNless u realli haf nothing to do tat dae... Oh MY... I was anticipating to go shopping wif my parents.. but... They R so.... Unpredictable... Mum was nOt SuppoSe to WorK.. But She diD... And MY dAd... unExPEcted.. PLAns SuddenlY... HAix... In the End.. i was IrONniNg AnD Doing HouseWoRk... HEhe... niTe... Went for dinnEr... GoT mYseLF A new WatcH (bAbY g)... HEhE....

SuNDae... Was AweSomE.... OOo... FantasTic 4 IS ReallI FANTASTIC!!! arGh!!! Was Raining ThouGh... BUt The Dae Was GreAt.... (dAngeRouS 4 riding) SlipperY roAds... BUt somebody is damn PAranoiD.. No OffEnCe... But i cAn admiT u R A cArEfuLl riDer... ( No DouBt AbT IT..)....
AnIME WaTChiNG wAs GrEat..RmB ah... I wAnt U to LEnd ME soME OF ur DVD... *bEgS* EsP.... HELLSING.... OOo....

Had a great tIMe ya.. THanks...

what we could have been, 12:52 pm.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Okay.... The ONE aboVe AreMy FElloW ColleguEs... HEhe... Me, SitI ( reCep), And ALICe(FinAnce)... AnD tHE Baby...she IS OnE oF tHe HOD DauGHter.... THe VErY riCh KId... LEviS JuMperS... HEhE... TAts CuTE VICkY..... She LOok So AdoRAbLE Rite.. HEhe LIke THE DAd....Oops.... nO... BIg nO... HEr Dad RaeRlY SmiLEs...HEhe... PicS Was TakEn DuRinG ouR DHL FutsAl... HEhe... LOng OvErDuEd PIcs.... HEhe...

what we could have been, 11:25 am.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

woW... We dUN SeEm tO be tHInKin aBOUT eAcH oTHeR A lOt hUH... u HAF beEN sIcK aND n Me... plAIN leaVINg U aLone tO uRsELF.. bECOz I dUN wANT TO dISTUrB U rESTinG.. aND I kiNDa SLEpT eARli tHIS FEw DaES.. sO i DIdNT hAF THE cHANCE tO givE u A cALL oR StayeD Up laTe.. buT theN aGAIN.. U WOULDNt CaRE to mSG me rITE.. SO NOW I gIVInG u The haCk CaRE aTTItUDe... itS noT tAT im taKING rEVeNGE oF u oR wADSso eVER.. bUT i juST dUN liKE uR hAcK cARE AttituDe... i coULDnT CaRe LEsS Abt YA....
BleArgH!!!

CoME to Think AboUt iT... I dun SeEm To BE BothErEd At All... Y?? i WonDer... dun Want to Wonder Already.. Waste my 'woNDerinG CellS' OnlY... HEhe....

YeSteRdAe Was AweSome... LIKE FINALLY.. Hehe.... * mUAcKX* too BAd U diDnt GEt Ur AniME... (Ohh).. Hehe... ThaNks Ya... (sCrEaMs.) I Miss MY sTicKY CheWy ChoColAtE... ARGH!!! StuPId.. SwenseNs @ PArKwAy... CrAp ah...

OH yA.. WoRkS StILl SuCkS.... Haha.... muSt NOt ForGEt this statement...

what we could have been, 11:21 am.

Monday, July 04, 2005

Have U eVer FelT tat u Cared So MUcH foR SomeONE So MUCh... And ThEn Wen U look BAcK.. U rEalISed IT suCh A waSte... Wen Ppl try to CaRe For U... U shovE HEr awAy... And THEre it WAs a sIGn Of eGoisTicAL MAN.... THere U wErE FeElIng All SICk AnD WeAk.. wE werE WorriEd SicK aND CarEd For U.. ALL.. U diD WAs to IgnOre HEr And Just shove her Aside... ARGH!!.... STOOOPID MEN!!!... OKAy LAh... It NOt ONlY oNe StOopId pErsOn... oKAy lAh... Can Sae It HAppeNEd To A WholE LOt o MY FrENs... HAix... FArk U ppl... Who DuN aPpreCiAte Other PPl ConcErN FoR U.... HAix... i Think i wAs ONce LIke TAt... ThE seLFiSh LIl BItCh... And THEn I reAlise I yeArn FoR MY MummY's attEntION.. Her Care And LOVe... HEhe... I loVE HeR So MUch... How Much She Can ToleRaTE FrM HEr husbAnd, mY OLD bro Who isnt Responsible enough... And mE.. THe daUGHter THat doEs The houseork cHOres... Wen She IS HYper, crAzY, And WeN her MOOD IS Up....OthEr THEn THAt.... I jUSt plAIn LAzY to Do IT.... HEhe... MUmmy... i NoE U cAnt ToLErate ME.... LOvE U loTS....

Work haf BEen AweSoMe... LOL... AS IF.... i hate My trAvelinG journEy... It SucKS.... i mISs RiDiNg.. NId To HAf TimE to MYSelF... Too MUch WiF U.. Too LiL Things To Do.. Nid To Do MY shopping BEfoRe GSS eNds... HEhe.... NEED To ShOP... ArGH!!! LOts OF StuFf In MINd tO BUy... too liltle MOney N TIME... HAix.... (SCrEaMS).... MaybE I do IT tONitE... A quiCk ONe BEfORe I go HM.. HEhe.... Okay LAh... OKAy la.. Gtg.. Still IN the OFficE nOW...

what we could have been, 4:35 pm.

Friday, July 01, 2005

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go Just Let me goo...Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know I knowww..When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

what we could have been, 9:52 am.