Tuesday, May 31, 2005
DunnOE Wad HAppened To The Freaking Aircon in The OffiCe... Wad the hell? iTs fReaKIng hoT oUtsIDe N inSide... HAix.... OkaY.. IM So WhiNnY... HEhe... wAds Up Wif the Weather.. 1 MIn Hot.. And then it Starts PoURinG Cats An DoGs...UnPreDictAble... the AlMightY Huh... okay lAh..... TatS AbOut It.. Im Just VEnting My Anger On HoW HOt My OfFicE IS...MwAhHAha....
MAnGo_AppLe
MAnGo_AppLe
what we could have been, 4:14 pm.
HAHAhhaha.... eveRyOne is MAking A Big FuSs WiF me Wearing A baju Kurung.... LOL... maYbe Its JUSt A raRe OCCasion lah... This IS mY fiRst Time.... HAha.... Compliments Frm Most OF the Collegues... Maybe Some WeiRd StareS... PeCuLIAr Meh... Do i Haf A taIl Or Something... LOL... DiD I hAf Any OcCasion to Attend to?? No lAh... cannot WeaR likE Tis ar? AiyO tHe BUzz And the noises they MAke Wen i wEar like thIs... LoL....
Im Not A FreAking ATM machine.... U made loNg Distance Call Frm ThailaND... toT it Was A gOOD gesTure... BUt iT camE wIF A SeLfisH iNteNtiONs!! Wad the FisH?? iM YOUr SiSter... YouR YounGEr SISteR.... Not Ur GF.... NOt Ur Mum Or DaD... Ur BloODY SiBlinG.. And For Goodness Sake.. Ur on HOLidae.... AreNT u SuppOSe TO BE saVIng FirSt Before RuNNIng OFf WiF UR So CallEd FrIEnDs... i TEll U... U HAf ISsuEs MAn... U teLL Me u A reSponsible iN camP... Used To Believe U... But THEn AgaiN NAh... U duN proVE iT All nEiTHEr to ME NoR Ma N pa...JerK!! ( frM uR Very AngRy SiStEr!!!) ArGH!!
N to u... I duN Want To SiMiliaR things HapPening To UR Ex Wife And ME... ItS aLL seEm LIke A DeJAvu.. U had UR FuN...enOugh OF iT alreAdy... Wake UP... ItS a BEginNInG OF A new Chapter IN your LifE.. duN u Want to Start AfreSh... I think She AlreaDy Is...i NOe U StiLL caRe and ConCern For HEr... i KNow... And Ur PReciOUs SoN... thE tonE Ur Voice, i NOE u realLi Want to See HiM BAdlY... Dun Deny TAt U Dun Care... Dun LIe... ITS nO uSe... ChAnge UR lifeStylE... its NOt GoiNg To BE better IF u Dun ChAnGE.... dun just live the dae like tat... MAke thE beSt OF it... I knOW U WANT TO pROve A loT of pPL... uR aCtIONs tOWaRDs me sHOw oTHeRwISe...
mAnGo_aPpLE
Im Not A FreAking ATM machine.... U made loNg Distance Call Frm ThailaND... toT it Was A gOOD gesTure... BUt iT camE wIF A SeLfisH iNteNtiONs!! Wad the FisH?? iM YOUr SiSter... YouR YounGEr SISteR.... Not Ur GF.... NOt Ur Mum Or DaD... Ur BloODY SiBlinG.. And For Goodness Sake.. Ur on HOLidae.... AreNT u SuppOSe TO BE saVIng FirSt Before RuNNIng OFf WiF UR So CallEd FrIEnDs... i TEll U... U HAf ISsuEs MAn... U teLL Me u A reSponsible iN camP... Used To Believe U... But THEn AgaiN NAh... U duN proVE iT All nEiTHEr to ME NoR Ma N pa...JerK!! ( frM uR Very AngRy SiStEr!!!) ArGH!!
N to u... I duN Want To SiMiliaR things HapPening To UR Ex Wife And ME... ItS aLL seEm LIke A DeJAvu.. U had UR FuN...enOugh OF iT alreAdy... Wake UP... ItS a BEginNInG OF A new Chapter IN your LifE.. duN u Want to Start AfreSh... I think She AlreaDy Is...i NOe U StiLL caRe and ConCern For HEr... i KNow... And Ur PReciOUs SoN... thE tonE Ur Voice, i NOE u realLi Want to See HiM BAdlY... Dun Deny TAt U Dun Care... Dun LIe... ITS nO uSe... ChAnge UR lifeStylE... its NOt GoiNg To BE better IF u Dun ChAnGE.... dun just live the dae like tat... MAke thE beSt OF it... I knOW U WANT TO pROve A loT of pPL... uR aCtIONs tOWaRDs me sHOw oTHeRwISe...
mAnGo_aPpLE
what we could have been, 1:17 pm.
Monday, May 30, 2005
BleAgh... WAd A wEEkEnd HAs IT BEeN.... TiRinG... But DunnoE Y.... HEhe...
Okay.. Sat MorN wEnt To StudY At MAc... WeNt To My AunTS... ShE SAe She Didnt NiD mY HElp so ShE Send ME BAck LOr... LoL
So WAs StUDyINg AloNE... No BiGgie... Met Rachel... And Ee Wei... ScreamS... Rachel.. u Are Still So Tall...heHe...
ToT Of MEeting MY cuzz...
MeT HER At CiTyhAll.. OH MY GOD!! U WaS SO BloODY LAte... Got ME WAiting LIke MOre ThAn An Hour.. HAix.... AlMOst Wanted To GO hm...
my InTEntions WAs to Check oUt THiS ShoE SalE at SunTEc.. So we WenT THEre.... OH MY.. To our DiSsapoIntMEnt.. MOst OF The ShoEs WerE GrAb... THe ReMAinings WeRwe All A WEe BIt TOo Small... DiSAppoInTed... We wALk AroUnd ... Went to the World's BOOK FAir... WaRnING To All ThinKing Of GoiNG.... : DonT!: Dun even bother... Oh MY.. It WaS So LAme... LimiTed Bks On SaLE... And THe pRiceS are Not reAsonAble... kinDa ex... aNd There WAsnt Any Intetresting... NO DoUbt Abt It... Okay Next We Went to To The BALi FaiR... HAha.... THIS event More PathetiC.... They Were giVinG Entrance TicKetS For FreE...( WhiCh CoSt LIKE 2 BUCks EacH PeRSoN.) OH mY!! okay.. The eVent WAsnt SuCcessFuL... The DeCoRations Was TerriFiC BUt THE again... THere WAs Anyone THEre... BArelY AnyOne... HAix.. I PIty THem... AnA NeedeD to FriEnds At EsPLAnade At 6... OKay Me BEinG so ThiCk SkiNNed... asK HEr Whether I cAn JoiN Her... ShE Said tHey Were Goin TO Watch A movie... WeNT to Ask MY Dad And HE LET mE... Woo HOO... THanks PA.... OKAy.... ( Izzad, Fahmi, apek, Ali, The girls wEre aNa, maRia, reyna (think her name is that) N ME!!
my InTEntions WAs to Check oUt THiS ShoE SalE at SunTEc.. So we WenT THEre.... OH MY.. To our DiSsapoIntMEnt.. MOst OF The ShoEs WerE GrAb... THe ReMAinings WeRwe All A WEe BIt TOo Small... DiSAppoInTed... We wALk AroUnd ... Went to the World's BOOK FAir... WaRnING To All ThinKing Of GoiNG.... : DonT!: Dun even bother... Oh MY.. It WaS So LAme... LimiTed Bks On SaLE... And THe pRiceS are Not reAsonAble... kinDa ex... aNd There WAsnt Any Intetresting... NO DoUbt Abt It... Okay Next We Went to To The BALi FaiR... HAha.... THIS event More PathetiC.... They Were giVinG Entrance TicKetS For FreE...( WhiCh CoSt LIKE 2 BUCks EacH PeRSoN.) OH mY!! okay.. The eVent WAsnt SuCcessFuL... The DeCoRations Was TerriFiC BUt THE again... THere WAs Anyone THEre... BArelY AnyOne... HAix.. I PIty THem... AnA NeedeD to FriEnds At EsPLAnade At 6... OKay Me BEinG so ThiCk SkiNNed... asK HEr Whether I cAn JoiN Her... ShE Said tHey Were Goin TO Watch A movie... WeNT to Ask MY Dad And HE LET mE... Woo HOO... THanks PA.... OKAy.... ( Izzad, Fahmi, apek, Ali, The girls wEre aNa, maRia, reyna (think her name is that) N ME!!
went to esplanade but there was a misunderstanding Between us and the ppl... HAix.. was thier fault anywae.. they didnt tell us a speCifiC place To mEet... wEnt HEre And THere JUst tO FinD 6 PPL!! WAs IrritAted WiF them... But anA just Wanted ME To Be PAtiEnt.. HEhe... So We FiNAllY MEt Them... Hmm.... OKay... saId MY HIe's Here And there... 4 girls And 4 Guys... It WAs AKwArd... evEryOne SeeM So ShY... LOL..... MOviE WaS OUt BecOZ iT wAs too LAte.... ( It WAs ONli 6 PluS...) Then Came To POOL... ( tO tEll U tHE TRuTh I suCk At It... TRied iT ONce But i Sure do SuCk...) HAha.... Okay... FinE BY the IDeA We Went to MAriNA... Hmm... to teLl U the Truth... The GiRls Got IsSuEs.. suDdenly They want to Bowl.. Okay.. LIke Everone HAd their OWn Thing to Do... SuCks... some were BOWling... SomE Were PLaying in the ArcaDe... I WAs PLaying BIShi BASHI WiF Ana... Hehe... HAd Fun Though... IzZad And Ali wEre DiStuRbiNG US... Hehe... Bored of arcade We OPEn tAblE FOR POol... The GUYS Started it first... we Sat anD WatcH.. INtreSting Ah Till THey INvited me to PLay... ArGh...Tag TEam WiF IZad... AcTuAlly He Was TeAching ME... (bLuShiNg)... won the first 2 match... And then we was competing with Fahmi.... he ask me to seat a side... 9.30... And i wAs still There... Late Rite... HAHA... IzaD Sent me Hm... (sweet Rite..) Lol... inSide I felt Kinda Guilty... he Was Supposed To BE cloSe to Another Girl But in tHe end He left Wif another GiRl... Weird Leh... He Was KInda piSs Wif the girl lah.. Okay WadEva It Is... He Was A cuTie.... Standing TAlL aT 1.83... WoO HOo...
reAchEd Hm at 11.30... HAHAHA.. was guilty lah.. mum was nagging... but my dad seems So calm abt it... OMG.... U SEe... Wen HE is in a gd mood.... He Give in to me... find it weird ah wen he scolds me And shouts at me at times TelLing ME to COme Hm Soon.. Cant Explain iT.... LOL....AS i HAf my MoodsWinGs N PmsEs He HAf IS miDdle Age CriSiS..
Cant Sae Much Abt Sundae but it was Meaningful For Me i GueSs... Im holding On To Wadeva u Said.. U Noe Wads imPorTant to me rite...
mAngo_ApPle
A SeconD Chance Was Given..... tAkE it.... Dun SpOilt It...
Cant Sae Much Abt Sundae but it was Meaningful For Me i GueSs... Im holding On To Wadeva u Said.. U Noe Wads imPorTant to me rite...
mAngo_ApPle
A SeconD Chance Was Given..... tAkE it.... Dun SpOilt It...
what we could have been, 11:57 am.
Friday, May 27, 2005
Hola... Im Sitting herE.... No BoSSes... All WEnt To TeaMbuilding Shit.... Ohh WAdeva.... waSnt Doing MUch ToDae... cutting And Pasting mY papers... LoL... ReMInds me weN i wAs KindergardEn... OhYa... To EverYonE I dIDnt Do VeRy WeLL In CuTtin... AlWaYS... THe pIcTurE wOulD Some Wad LOokS DiStorTed... HAHA.... CuT All OVeR... OvEr THE LINes... And then I grew up.. Guess i caN seE the LINEs NOW... HEhe.... MAkINg It WiTH ThiCker LINEs... (LOL....)
I WonDeR How Our OFfiCe IS dIvided inTo GrpS... Into CliquEs And tHOse who Basically Hang Aroud Wif evEryonE... TherE A Side In mY HOD's Tat Seem reaLLI ReAlLLi Obvious tat thEy ArE biAsed to SomE...(wAveS) OH WeLL IM NOt BEen RacISt HErE... JUst StaTIng THE FAct ThoUgh... HMM.... SiCkening AttituTudes.... Oh ShalL i Say... ScAstIc....
TireD....
I WonDeR How Our OFfiCe IS dIvided inTo GrpS... Into CliquEs And tHOse who Basically Hang Aroud Wif evEryonE... TherE A Side In mY HOD's Tat Seem reaLLI ReAlLLi Obvious tat thEy ArE biAsed to SomE...(wAveS) OH WeLL IM NOt BEen RacISt HErE... JUst StaTIng THE FAct ThoUgh... HMM.... SiCkening AttituTudes.... Oh ShalL i Say... ScAstIc....
TireD....
what we could have been, 5:40 pm.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
the deception of Ppl's Faces... The true Deception... Hmm... The Pretend SmilE Wen U wAnt Something to be DoNe.. THe deception Of it all... and the thing is tat InnoCent liL SoulS get SucK in To UR Wantings.... Hmm... I wAs VeRy NaiVe NOw Tat I think Abt It.. Not ONli ONceBut A feW... tat I WaS Taken AdVantAge Off.. Even PHYsiCalLy.. Told myseLf Tat I was StrOng buT DeEp down InsIde ME... Im StILl THe NAive Self... Haix.. Hate ME for FeelINg THis Way... Not ONly To One PerSon BUt A WholE LOt MORe... Hmm.. iTs TruE WeN thE Sae Tat 'Dun JUDge A PerSon ChAracTEr By Its LoOkS', Or Wadeva its Saes lah... ( tHIS GoEs TO ALl My TWO fAce FrEAks...) PooR Me... THe VULNEraBLE ME.... SoBS.....
Okay.. THis Onli RegarDinG ONe PArtiCular PErsON.... a lOt HAs BEen Going AroUND... DunnoE Whether to BElieve or not... Haix.. But after some tiMe Light ShOne And I got to sEe the Whole Pic... To THink TAt u WERE BloodY busy... But tHe FAct TAt U Ask oTHer PPL To do It.... HMMPPHHH!!! isnt it a Bit UNfaiR... SoBS.... THEy OSo Got THINgS To Do U noE.... NOt ONli U... ChanGEd UR MINd WheN i Could Do A TAt PArticular poinT Of TIme.... WTF... GEt VERy ( i MEAn VERY) FrUStrAted WeN u WaNT ME to Do SomEthing DiFferEnt WeN I HAd SpEnd A wHOle bLoody TiMe Working oN IT.... Ya.. MAybe im DumB OR something tat I cannot do It ImmEdiatelY.... HaiXX... SiCkening LAh.. GEtTing USe to HAving My Own SpAce.... My Own Freedom to Do WAtever At My OwN SwEEt TiME.... OH YAr.... I dUN ReAllY LIke U.... HAha....
OKay OKAy... BYE... 6 LIaO.... SOBS...
OKay OKAy... BYE... 6 LIaO.... SOBS...
nid To go...PMSING A lOt THis WEEk... TAta
ScReAminG to Ur Face iF i DarE...
LOL
what we could have been, 5:56 pm.
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Okay.. Got my Broadband thiS weeK... HAha... Had a try on iT Once... Omg... so in love wif it... No more interuptions.... okay.. but got one more problem.. i still havent received my wireless router.... so nOw.. EverytiME if i want to go online... It wIlL be in a mesS... Wif All thE wires All MEss Up... HEhe... anD KutiP... in the corner waiting to prance on the wIreS.. Hehe...
So anywaEs... Now Tat We HAf A frEE ChaNnel on T.V... I cAn SlaCk MOre... Hehe... KIdDing.. HBO... Was Awesome.... Nice MOvies to Catch LIke SWAT And JOE's ApArtmENt... Okay.. i Admit.. tat Was the grOSsiesT sHOw EVEr... In tErms oF rOAcHEs.. EEww... Gives ME shives whenever i Think abt the scEne wen THe roaches DropPEd In HEr BlousE.... YEwW.....
Gross.... Oh Ya... Thank You Starhub....LOL...
this wEEkend Was the most BorIng.... Even though i went to Jb... the fact that my dad left me stranded in thE BLOODY RAIN!!!... At Some unknown PArt of JB tat i not even familiar wIF...ArgH!! As my tears dried up tat dae... I will Neva BEar a Grudge on u pa... hehe... Not Worth A siNglE bIt... U weRe TryINg to Cheer ME up... HAha... It DiDnt work thougH...HAha.. and besides for tat eventful Dae... The Rest OF the weeKend was Mostli Slacking... Didnt touch my bKs... Only For one topic lah.... HAix.... THis is sad man... I dun Even haf a life.... i haf but it isnt just lively tats it... haha... SUCh A lOSeR riTe.... haix.. SoBS....
Nid to get a LIfe....
Oh YA.. B4 i forget once again.... REst IN pEacE RaihAn... U wiLL BE MIss By EveryONe Tat Care for u...
what we could have been, 10:51 am.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
I noe i SHOULDNT be bloggin abt this... THe memories tat happened Last Year This very Dae... I was Still So shy ARound u... And U... HmmPh... MOre Shy THEn Ever.... Okay Our FirsT daTE... the DaY... My fRieNds LEft ME SpeeChleSs Wen EverYone SuDDenLy HAd A ceRtain PLans aND haD to LEft SuDDenly.... WaT The HEll... UntIll Now I Still BeAr the Grudge AgainsT It.... WeLL... But WithouT tHEm therE wOUld Not Be An INcidenT of ME DroPPing MY coNtact LEnses droppEd... Okay.. Enuff Said... I NOe BOth Of US coULd RemembEr iT VIvidly.. BUt... Both Of US ChanGED.... No DoubT AbouT it.... NOt POinting My Fingers At Anyone.... But So... OUr Memory Lives ON... Begin a new Start Wif Wadeva We R stArting Wif... Yes It Was SweEt But.. U can'T Do Anything..... So All The BEst NuLl... I wILL Alwaes Rmb U... As U sAid... LoVe is A joke to Me... It LeFT You BroKEn... ( wEll Said) I deserved The Shit....
what we could have been, 3:14 pm.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Okay.. FeEling reali down rite now.. haix... Did A stupid mistake for the Activity Chart.. And Among 2 so Called sEniors tat Saw it... NO one Saw MY Stupid MIstake... HAix... And THE the BIggEst Manager and sAw IT... ARgh!! I sa wanted to Scream.. How DumB can I GEt to duplicate a Stupid MonTh... Oh WeLL Im SuRe u GUys dun Wanna HeaR My Bla blA INg..... HEhe....
No mORe OF the Silly thiNg We USed To DO.... No MOre TimE foR eAch OTher.....u haVe uR own plan and So BUsy Wif ur Part time work.... haix... So Sad buT wAd Can i Do... NoTHING!! WaD HAs HApPenEd To oUR frIEndShiP.... UsEd to CaLL ME During Work... But NOt AnymORe... BuSy I guEss... HaiX... Forget It LAh...my ConcErn For U WonT change Us... y Do i Even bother??? U also Dun seem To BE bothEred... _!_
So Who cares?
No mORe OF the Silly thiNg We USed To DO.... No MOre TimE foR eAch OTher.....u haVe uR own plan and So BUsy Wif ur Part time work.... haix... So Sad buT wAd Can i Do... NoTHING!! WaD HAs HApPenEd To oUR frIEndShiP.... UsEd to CaLL ME During Work... But NOt AnymORe... BuSy I guEss... HaiX... Forget It LAh...my ConcErn For U WonT change Us... y Do i Even bother??? U also Dun seem To BE bothEred... _!_
So Who cares?
what we could have been, 12:37 pm.
Monday, May 16, 2005
Okay... Blogging in the Office during luNch Time..... Hee.... Okay... Doing it now coz the CoNnection At Hm RealLI StinKS... HAix.... So NO ChOice... Wad DiD i Do??? Hmm.... WeNT ShOppPin WiF VaN.... WeNT CraZI At TAkA... haha... She BOughT LIKe 4 BAgs.... N me.. i Bought 2 Pairs of shoes and 2 bags... HAhahaha..... So EnjoYed MYseLF TAt Dae.. Oh YA.. AlMOst ForgoT... Got MYself A MAni And A PEdI... OOo... NIcE leh... PearlY CoLours.... THE One With PEaRlY pEarlY EFfeCt... OoO..... Ex BUt WorTh iT lah.... must curb my Spending Habits... If NOt.. iM goin to hear MUsIC frm my MUm... hehe.... Eventhough its my money.. I think she goin to say tat..." u mUst save it for the future.... Bla bla bla....
chill At Hm On suNdaE... NothiIn To Do... So DiD A lILtle IroNIng, A liltle LAunDry, A whole loT of LAziNg AroUnd.... Okay.. MUm.. A lILttle BIt OF cLEAnINg OF my RooM... Slacking And NOt StuDyiNG.... ArGh!!! NOt Good....
GTG.... gM Back Frm LuNCh... HEhee... Very Cute ..GEneral Manager....MuakXX.....
chill At Hm On suNdaE... NothiIn To Do... So DiD A lILtle IroNIng, A liltle LAunDry, A whole loT of LAziNg AroUnd.... Okay.. MUm.. A lILttle BIt OF cLEAnINg OF my RooM... Slacking And NOt StuDyiNG.... ArGh!!! NOt Good....
GTG.... gM Back Frm LuNCh... HEhee... Very Cute ..GEneral Manager....MuakXX.....
what we could have been, 12:26 pm.
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
SO FRuStrAtINg.... ARGH!!! Okay..... It Was A DiNNEr Date Rite... But NO... THE oTher Party RefuSe To ConTAct ME... EvenThough I msg U.. THEre Wasnt Any RePLy... WeLL i Did caLl U.. BUt u Off Ur FreAking PhonE... okay WelL.. I did toT u Lost ur PhoNE ConsideriNg How CarelEss U WerE.... HAix... BUt My ToTS Were WroNg.... Hmm.... ReceIveD a Gd MOrn MSg Frm u..... WTF???!!! Argh.... SeriOusli i Couldnt CaRe LeSs anyMOre... Dun Even Want to HEar UR ExplAnAtion Abt LAst NIte...ARGh!!! HOw I waNt TO ScreAm At U ritE noW.... BleArgh!!
geT the fUck oUT!!!!
geT the fUck oUT!!!!
what we could have been, 12:18 pm.
Monday, May 09, 2005
Okay... At Work NOw... Just Waiting FOr HEr To FinISh HEr So CallEd MEEting wif the 2 Dudes in HEr Rm.. HAix... Im So BORed.. I niD to Do Something....ArGH!!! Gosh..
okay LIfe For ME Has BEen Okay i guess.. NOt MUch hapPeneNing IN my LIfe... kInda BOrIng... Same oH SaMe oH... Okay... YesterDae was MOmMiDE dae... HAha... SoRry DiDnt Get AnyThing For u MA.... BUt i Noe u DiD EnJOy MY lunCh TreAt For thE familY... HEhe.... *giggleS*.... We Ate At HAnS RiVEr... Something LIke Seoul gaRden BUt MORE vaRietY... Couldnt GeT eNuFF oF the Fish... MARinaTIng iNt WiF LEmoN... OOoo....WaS So FuLl WeN i GOT BAcK... Oh YA.. ThaNKS MA... For EverYthiNG U haF giVen ME.. BEin PAtient Wif MY character... Spending HOurs To clEan The hOUse EventhOugh U just GottEn BAck Frm WorK... Haix.. How I adMIre u sO MUcH... SomEtimes I wonDer Whether I WiLl Become a suPer Mum LIke U... MuaCKxX... MaMA... I loVE u....
Nid To GEt A life... Need to GEt More Friends... NOw TAt most of my frieNds Are Starting sKool Soon.. NId Some Activities to KEep ME OccuPied.... argH... MenDaki!! Call ME BAcK.... ARgh!!!
u R stiLl On MY miND... ~giVIng Up~
okay LIfe For ME Has BEen Okay i guess.. NOt MUch hapPeneNing IN my LIfe... kInda BOrIng... Same oH SaMe oH... Okay... YesterDae was MOmMiDE dae... HAha... SoRry DiDnt Get AnyThing For u MA.... BUt i Noe u DiD EnJOy MY lunCh TreAt For thE familY... HEhe.... *giggleS*.... We Ate At HAnS RiVEr... Something LIke Seoul gaRden BUt MORE vaRietY... Couldnt GeT eNuFF oF the Fish... MARinaTIng iNt WiF LEmoN... OOoo....WaS So FuLl WeN i GOT BAcK... Oh YA.. ThaNKS MA... For EverYthiNG U haF giVen ME.. BEin PAtient Wif MY character... Spending HOurs To clEan The hOUse EventhOugh U just GottEn BAck Frm WorK... Haix.. How I adMIre u sO MUcH... SomEtimes I wonDer Whether I WiLl Become a suPer Mum LIke U... MuaCKxX... MaMA... I loVE u....
Nid To GEt A life... Need to GEt More Friends... NOw TAt most of my frieNds Are Starting sKool Soon.. NId Some Activities to KEep ME OccuPied.... argH... MenDaki!! Call ME BAcK.... ARgh!!!
u R stiLl On MY miND... ~giVIng Up~
what we could have been, 10:10 am.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Just StartEd My FiRSt Dae aT a NEw enviRoNment.. Hmm... Wad I can Sae ah... Hmm... IM dyIng OF BoreDoM.... ArGH!!!.. noOne BEside ME to LIKE tALk Or DistuRb ME... HAix... I mISs PPL iN CUStom cLeAreNCe... HAiX.... But.. I Do Get MY OWn PriVacy.. HAHAHA.... LIKE nOw.. I On mY Desk BloGGIng... WOO HOO... OKay ActuAlli TOdae Was MY @nd dae of work.. HAha... Kinda UseD To the LonelineSS noW... HEhe... MISs U Van...
YEsTErdAe DinNer Was NOt ExCluSive.. Hmm... A MEmoRAble NIte I guess... TAufiK... It Was Weird For me To ride ur BIke Wif HEELs... HAHA... (niDs PractiCe) BefORe i MAke a Fool OF mYSelf AgaIN... WenT toWn... Ate At LUCky PLAza... HAHA... Oh YA... UR tyRe DiD nOT BUrsT OKay... PhEw... hehe...WenT hM aRoUN 9.30... ahaha... PArents Were damn Angry esp Muh daDDy... HAha... StoOpid PuRniShMEnt... ( NO moRe DinnEr FOr ME HUh...).. LAuGh mY SoCks OFf... PA: u got to find MOre IDeas....LOL....
A MSg To U.. u PLAy HOt And CoLd Anytime u want.... MSg mE when u Are bored or need company... ASk ME Out Wen U Dun See ME For NEarlI A wEEk...MAyBE u MISS Me huh.. u pretend like nothing haPPenEd LIKe.. MAybe u dun see taT i Care for u.. MAybe u just Nid Time to foRGEt HEr... (Its BEEn 3Yrs... Cant Blame U.. Or MAybE u jusT NId TO go OUt to MORe dAtes.. But TAt doEsnt MEan U nid to SweEt Talk ME... Or Captivate mY heArt Wif Ur AcTions... MAybe ... Its the WaE u R aRounD GuRls... ur Jerk AttiTude tat neVa FaiL to imPresS me....
YEsTErdAe DinNer Was NOt ExCluSive.. Hmm... A MEmoRAble NIte I guess... TAufiK... It Was Weird For me To ride ur BIke Wif HEELs... HAHA... (niDs PractiCe) BefORe i MAke a Fool OF mYSelf AgaIN... WenT toWn... Ate At LUCky PLAza... HAHA... Oh YA... UR tyRe DiD nOT BUrsT OKay... PhEw... hehe...WenT hM aRoUN 9.30... ahaha... PArents Were damn Angry esp Muh daDDy... HAha... StoOpid PuRniShMEnt... ( NO moRe DinnEr FOr ME HUh...).. LAuGh mY SoCks OFf... PA: u got to find MOre IDeas....LOL....
A MSg To U.. u PLAy HOt And CoLd Anytime u want.... MSg mE when u Are bored or need company... ASk ME Out Wen U Dun See ME For NEarlI A wEEk...MAyBE u MISS Me huh.. u pretend like nothing haPPenEd LIKe.. MAybe u dun see taT i Care for u.. MAybe u just Nid Time to foRGEt HEr... (Its BEEn 3Yrs... Cant Blame U.. Or MAybE u jusT NId TO go OUt to MORe dAtes.. But TAt doEsnt MEan U nid to SweEt Talk ME... Or Captivate mY heArt Wif Ur AcTions... MAybe ... Its the WaE u R aRounD GuRls... ur Jerk AttiTude tat neVa FaiL to imPresS me....
what we could have been, 12:54 pm.
