Wednesday, November 30, 2005
FuCkinG nOT in thE MooD Today.... u juSt Spoilt My MOrning....
BAby... i So Want u BACK...
BAby... i So Want u BACK...
what we could have been, 10:38 am.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
woWie!!! me at the GAtherIng... haLeedA IS So Damn Preety.... Stay CuTE Lil Sis...
what we could have been, 9:02 am.
Monday, November 28, 2005
HOw Sweet....
what we could have been, 12:08 pm.
MiSsing mY bAby in BALi....
what we could have been, 12:00 pm.
Friday, November 25, 2005
2 more days to ur departure... i wish i was going there too... ScreaMs: i want i want... but i cant.. i haf a consevative parents... this cannot tat cannot... i just want him to return safely... have fun partying.. and i hope he know his limits... just trusting him now... and i m not thinking negative wen he is there... cant even sent him off becoz tat idiot will be there.. im not expecting u to buy anything for me... but u just couldnt keep ur mouth shut...
i was on the verge of losing u yesterday...till we came to our senses... i talk some sense to u and me, u told me off wad i did wrong... i want it to be tat way... you are just so honest and i realli like tat.. just i wished i was honest about my feeilings too... i wanna tell u evrything i felt about us...i wanna make this work...just dun think to much dearie...
im motivating u to get ur licence...in another 4 more months i want to enrol and get my licence too.. im sorry if i stare at ppl riding their bikes.. sorry to tell u i like bikes not tat i envy them.. its just tat it look nice... i feel secure in a car or even in a bus then on a bike...pls dun get upset if i make any comments on any bikes anymore...
i falling into ur arms yet again... dun u dare leave my sight...
i was on the verge of losing u yesterday...till we came to our senses... i talk some sense to u and me, u told me off wad i did wrong... i want it to be tat way... you are just so honest and i realli like tat.. just i wished i was honest about my feeilings too... i wanna tell u evrything i felt about us...i wanna make this work...just dun think to much dearie...
im motivating u to get ur licence...in another 4 more months i want to enrol and get my licence too.. im sorry if i stare at ppl riding their bikes.. sorry to tell u i like bikes not tat i envy them.. its just tat it look nice... i feel secure in a car or even in a bus then on a bike...pls dun get upset if i make any comments on any bikes anymore...
i falling into ur arms yet again... dun u dare leave my sight...
what we could have been, 11:20 pm.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
SuNday..... Ooo.... SunDay was awesome too... Met lan At Tm... He was his friends... they are cute... the friends u never met for months too... u guys were relieving old old memories... didnt noe u guys were drinking... lalala... u bought for me long island tea.... thanks... if it was chilled it would be nicer... hehe... but no doubt i was getting tipsy... hehehe... u guys decided to drink somemore... hmm... we walk and walk... and i was WEARING HEELs...* wobblY*
walau... bUt i managed... wobbly... even managed to borrow a book... wif some wierd stares from a girl in the toilet... coming down the stairs was so leceh... i cannot make any noise wif my heels and i need to hold on to the handrail... i manage!!
the tipsiness wore off soon... and well its time for Harry Potter And the goblet of fire... IT suCks... For a harry potter fan.... i think its a bloody waste of time...out of 4... its the worst...not critisiing the whole movie.. but it had so minor details.... it was 2 n half hours... n it sucks... not details description of the triwizard challenge.... haix.... but i do want to watch it tho...give it 2 popcorns... BLEARGH!!!
MIssiNg mY CikoPe CutiE....
walau... bUt i managed... wobbly... even managed to borrow a book... wif some wierd stares from a girl in the toilet... coming down the stairs was so leceh... i cannot make any noise wif my heels and i need to hold on to the handrail... i manage!!
the tipsiness wore off soon... and well its time for Harry Potter And the goblet of fire... IT suCks... For a harry potter fan.... i think its a bloody waste of time...out of 4... its the worst...not critisiing the whole movie.. but it had so minor details.... it was 2 n half hours... n it sucks... not details description of the triwizard challenge.... haix.... but i do want to watch it tho...give it 2 popcorns... BLEARGH!!!
MIssiNg mY CikoPe CutiE....
what we could have been, 4:50 pm.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Wat A week!!! hahaha.... i definitely enjoyed my Whole 2 dAys... I want More!! * stomps Feet*
i seriously had a fun One...
SaturDay.. Went Tampines so so early in the mornin... had breakfast at B.K... our motive was to shop but NTUC opened like around 9...
Shopping Was Damn Fun.... SmalL lil BAsket... it doesnt suit u wen Its Empty U noE... But Wen ITS full.... Ur an Angel....BUt OF cos u mUSt Carry LA... moSt OF iT WErE Ur StUFf Wad... Aiyo... hEHE....
wE were spending our on sweet time while wainting for ur uncle to arrive... we met him though...Passed u ur suff and and i tot he left... as we were digging in yet again, i saw him... he was joining us... he was funnie ah... something like u... A well english speaking guy i think... haha... our conversation continue... friendly i guess.... hehe....i wasnt definitely shy wen im wif him... Off to our shopping yet again!! OOoo... Off to WatSons.... Bought more products... hahaha...
was 11 when we finished, despite the fact i need to meet my friends at 12.. i couldnt care less... lalalalala.... we continue talking.. talk talk talk.... cab back hm... rush rush rush... wore my baju kurunng and realised denise and rose were waiting for me under my block...
Walau meeting them was the best ...we wore wat we wore last year....got lost got lost at upper changi north.. or was it chai chee... short to say, we needed like 3 hours just to find Fadhilah house... hahahahahahahahahaha.... she joined us too....
met ilyana at bedok... lalalalala....we talk and talk... i miss our conversation... all about the past... haix... love it love it!!!
joined us to pasir ris... to shaira new house... hahahaha... she joined us too... by the time... it was like 5.30... decided to go to pasir ris but we were too late... ros parents had to like leave... so we didnt want to rush them too... we decided to go to BUGIS... in our our kurung or kebaye.... an experience... baby we r not weirdos u noe!!! hehehe.....
sunday will be updated soon..
i seriously had a fun One...
SaturDay.. Went Tampines so so early in the mornin... had breakfast at B.K... our motive was to shop but NTUC opened like around 9...
Shopping Was Damn Fun.... SmalL lil BAsket... it doesnt suit u wen Its Empty U noE... But Wen ITS full.... Ur an Angel....BUt OF cos u mUSt Carry LA... moSt OF iT WErE Ur StUFf Wad... Aiyo... hEHE....
wE were spending our on sweet time while wainting for ur uncle to arrive... we met him though...Passed u ur suff and and i tot he left... as we were digging in yet again, i saw him... he was joining us... he was funnie ah... something like u... A well english speaking guy i think... haha... our conversation continue... friendly i guess.... hehe....i wasnt definitely shy wen im wif him... Off to our shopping yet again!! OOoo... Off to WatSons.... Bought more products... hahaha...
was 11 when we finished, despite the fact i need to meet my friends at 12.. i couldnt care less... lalalalala.... we continue talking.. talk talk talk.... cab back hm... rush rush rush... wore my baju kurunng and realised denise and rose were waiting for me under my block...
Walau meeting them was the best ...we wore wat we wore last year....got lost got lost at upper changi north.. or was it chai chee... short to say, we needed like 3 hours just to find Fadhilah house... hahahahahahahahahaha.... she joined us too....
met ilyana at bedok... lalalalala....we talk and talk... i miss our conversation... all about the past... haix... love it love it!!!
joined us to pasir ris... to shaira new house... hahahaha... she joined us too... by the time... it was like 5.30... decided to go to pasir ris but we were too late... ros parents had to like leave... so we didnt want to rush them too... we decided to go to BUGIS... in our our kurung or kebaye.... an experience... baby we r not weirdos u noe!!! hehehe.....
sunday will be updated soon..
what we could have been, 5:54 pm.
Friday, November 18, 2005
"dont worry sir she is just having a traumatic experience, tats why she is crying"... the words still ringing in my ears... those were the exact words the dentist said wen my dad came it the room and saw my swollen eyes.
i was suppose to go for a root canal but 'the tooth cannot be safe' haix.... 'tat tooth has to go' tat sentence realli made me so down... but wad to do... i need it to be out or not its gonna hurt me even more...
xtray after xtray... and the decision is final...
never thrust the dentist wen they said it will not be painful wen they extract your tooth. 'only SLIGHT PRESSURE' and the fact tat i believe him... trust him into his care...Jab here and there... i think he jab me more then 6 times... it wasnt making my nerve numb damn it!!! i still could feel PAIN!! he was doing fine till he got fed up... he had to ask another dentist to assist him.. and mind u... That Old man sure have his strength...
Tears come rollin as the pressure becaome stronger.... Argh!!!
Wanted to scream: but the OlD MAn hands Was in MY mouth...
then it come out.... that small lilttle thing.... i dun dare to take a peek... Eeww....i was definiteli bleeding alot...
aiyo... i lost too much blood yesterday.... enough said.... tat was it... a whole in between...
i mite be wearing brace next year...
Huh... me in bRace... i sTill havent got the idea in my mind yet!
ENUFF SAID.....
i was suppose to go for a root canal but 'the tooth cannot be safe' haix.... 'tat tooth has to go' tat sentence realli made me so down... but wad to do... i need it to be out or not its gonna hurt me even more...
xtray after xtray... and the decision is final...
never thrust the dentist wen they said it will not be painful wen they extract your tooth. 'only SLIGHT PRESSURE' and the fact tat i believe him... trust him into his care...Jab here and there... i think he jab me more then 6 times... it wasnt making my nerve numb damn it!!! i still could feel PAIN!! he was doing fine till he got fed up... he had to ask another dentist to assist him.. and mind u... That Old man sure have his strength...
Tears come rollin as the pressure becaome stronger.... Argh!!!
Wanted to scream: but the OlD MAn hands Was in MY mouth...
then it come out.... that small lilttle thing.... i dun dare to take a peek... Eeww....i was definiteli bleeding alot...
aiyo... i lost too much blood yesterday.... enough said.... tat was it... a whole in between...
i mite be wearing brace next year...
Huh... me in bRace... i sTill havent got the idea in my mind yet!
ENUFF SAID.....
what we could have been, 8:02 pm.
Monday, November 14, 2005
:ScreAms: i love my family!!
:scReams: i love my family function!!
:ScreAms: i love all about yesterday!!!
argh!!! i love u all... yesterday was amazing!!
to all.. yesterday was my so call my family gathering... from my great grandfather to my brother.. i think its like altogether is like 4 or 5 generations....
so many ppl...interactions between ppl i dun usualy speak to...
i was part of the organising team..i was the Mc... Luckily i was only the Mc for tHE games so called the gems i/c... hehe....the other 2 were so poor thing... hehe... but Thanks everyone.. in the end i wasnt so nervous.. hehe... making me smile like everytime...
To sham: thanks for tat smile... thanks For the so called encouragement.. hehehe... i needed tat...
haleeda dear: r an angel u noe.. and a always a sweet lil sister to me... Congrats on ur archievement.. like ur bro: u haf the brain and the beauty... no no.. the looks i mean... MuackxX
all so last minute.. but we did our best.. we have our slip ups but i think it was a great event... an event tat im looking forward to next year... as an organising member la... not just sitting around... i want to be the one running around.. not just entertain by the so called performance...
pics will be updated again... i post it soon....
yesterday.. i met my uncle who i neva seen for years.. its not tat bad for me .. but my brother... he havent seen his cousins since my cousins were like 7 or 8 till one of them is 16 taking his o's this year... wow... and all because both our parents had a heated argument till both didnt want to give in... till 2005, my mum found courage in herself to approach my uncle... both haf forget their differences... and so called forget their past.
we go0ing to haf a cousin reunion.. i dun want because of our parents childish acts we r left not knowing them... aiyo...
childish come to think about it but if they are still ignorant, then im just going to drag their children only... *so Evil*
i want u so bad!!
:scReams: i love my family function!!
:ScreAms: i love all about yesterday!!!
argh!!! i love u all... yesterday was amazing!!
to all.. yesterday was my so call my family gathering... from my great grandfather to my brother.. i think its like altogether is like 4 or 5 generations....
so many ppl...interactions between ppl i dun usualy speak to...
i was part of the organising team..i was the Mc... Luckily i was only the Mc for tHE games so called the gems i/c... hehe....the other 2 were so poor thing... hehe... but Thanks everyone.. in the end i wasnt so nervous.. hehe... making me smile like everytime...
To sham: thanks for tat smile... thanks For the so called encouragement.. hehehe... i needed tat...
haleeda dear: r an angel u noe.. and a always a sweet lil sister to me... Congrats on ur archievement.. like ur bro: u haf the brain and the beauty... no no.. the looks i mean... MuackxX
all so last minute.. but we did our best.. we have our slip ups but i think it was a great event... an event tat im looking forward to next year... as an organising member la... not just sitting around... i want to be the one running around.. not just entertain by the so called performance...
pics will be updated again... i post it soon....
yesterday.. i met my uncle who i neva seen for years.. its not tat bad for me .. but my brother... he havent seen his cousins since my cousins were like 7 or 8 till one of them is 16 taking his o's this year... wow... and all because both our parents had a heated argument till both didnt want to give in... till 2005, my mum found courage in herself to approach my uncle... both haf forget their differences... and so called forget their past.
we go0ing to haf a cousin reunion.. i dun want because of our parents childish acts we r left not knowing them... aiyo...
childish come to think about it but if they are still ignorant, then im just going to drag their children only... *so Evil*
i want u so bad!!
what we could have been, 3:50 pm.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
what we could have been, 11:32 am.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Selamat HAri Raye all!!
MuakKkXx...
realli had fun yesterday... Started late tho it hasnt change for years... today was different i guess... my uncle had shifted house, my grandma wasnt at her own place and we didnt manage to go to my great grandmother's place... too much time taken on the talking and all...
Did Something stupid.. i burnt my new baju Kurung.. Fark up u noe... i dun even noe i was so dumb and careless.... realli nid to slap myself.... argh!! sometime i wonder why im so freaking dreaming about.... fuck up shit...
Visiting Was Ok i guess... wasnt So drama... i love to see my relatives.. although some have major kayponess in their genes... no wonder im kaypo about certain issues sometimes...hahahahaha..... i love all of them... beside their annoyin-ness... mwahh...
*thank you for the Gucci RusH.... OMg... It IS SO so so Sexy... (Still Love mY Gucci EnVy Me Tho...) to the very last drop... i have bEen Warn Not To Apply wen i dun haf ANy Freakin occasion or not Goin out wif You... hehe.... Becoz i mite Arrouse Any Living male Wif tat smell... Good Reason i guEss... *blUeK*
ThiS HAri Raye Was MeaningfuL to ME...THank You hunniE!
MuakKkXx...
realli had fun yesterday... Started late tho it hasnt change for years... today was different i guess... my uncle had shifted house, my grandma wasnt at her own place and we didnt manage to go to my great grandmother's place... too much time taken on the talking and all...
Did Something stupid.. i burnt my new baju Kurung.. Fark up u noe... i dun even noe i was so dumb and careless.... realli nid to slap myself.... argh!! sometime i wonder why im so freaking dreaming about.... fuck up shit...
Visiting Was Ok i guess... wasnt So drama... i love to see my relatives.. although some have major kayponess in their genes... no wonder im kaypo about certain issues sometimes...hahahahaha..... i love all of them... beside their annoyin-ness... mwahh...
*thank you for the Gucci RusH.... OMg... It IS SO so so Sexy... (Still Love mY Gucci EnVy Me Tho...) to the very last drop... i have bEen Warn Not To Apply wen i dun haf ANy Freakin occasion or not Goin out wif You... hehe.... Becoz i mite Arrouse Any Living male Wif tat smell... Good Reason i guEss... *blUeK*
ThiS HAri Raye Was MeaningfuL to ME...THank You hunniE!
what we could have been, 2:28 pm.
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Selamat HAri Raye to All.... MuackXx to All...
what we could have been, 9:50 am.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
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I LooK HoT.. Ooo.... MwaHh....
what we could have been, 8:47 am.
