Thursday, October 27, 2005
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Look At My HAir.... HAhahahahahahaha......i vow im gonna take another nicer picture of myself... hehe...
what we could have been, 3:22 pm.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Haf U ever Felt that u were in in a comfortable wif everyone around u till someone from your past haunts u... i felt bliss and peace till recently... the person is not annoying but everytime he tok to me, he is always talking about the past.. how we use to be happi together and how he misses me this and that... Haix... and everytime we speak we end up upset or disappointed wif each other...but then again i dun want to ignore u... u r in a desperate state tat i feel oblige to entertain your so called needs...i cant be here for you anymore... sick and tired wif ur nonsense.. i haf my life too... im here just to listen but never advice as wadeva i say is goin to backfire back to my face.. so im here doing the right thing by just listening... u noe im happie Now.. please dun destroy my happiness... dun add complications in my life... i dun want u in my life anymore...
pUhleess.....
pUhleess.....
what we could have been, 5:14 pm.
Monday, October 24, 2005
hahahaha.... Did Something to my hair... SCREAMS!!! i permed it... hehe... It wasnt for Hari RaYa... but i just couldnt wait any longer to permed my hair.. and yesterday seemed almost perfect to Permed my precious bunch of locks... haha... went to Jb.. and Did it There... hmmm...Kinda cheap i guess....:.WiShing it will LAst...uggh....
visited my so call departed love ones... Managed to go to all their graves... trim them up.... okay... Enuff Said....
baby i love u and
im never let u go but
if i haf to
boy i think you should noe
the love we made will neva be erased
and i promised u that u will neva be replaced......
Uggh.... Ya rite.... like this goin to happened like tat....
visited my so call departed love ones... Managed to go to all their graves... trim them up.... okay... Enuff Said....
baby i love u and
im never let u go but
if i haf to
boy i think you should noe
the love we made will neva be erased
and i promised u that u will neva be replaced......
Uggh.... Ya rite.... like this goin to happened like tat....
what we could have been, 5:25 pm.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Recentli i've been Watching a lot of movies.. :. ScreamS.: Woo hOo....
10.10.2005 - Into The Blue at Century
it was okay La... nOt much suspense nor thrilling... But Jessica was Hot... haha.... Im Straight okie... she just haf an awesome body...
13.10.2005- Deuce Bigalow At Tm...
Fortunately.. i got in though.. haha its m18.... but then again.. i was dress to occassion.... hahahaha.... its not my first time but then again...hahahahaha.... crap ah.... the show was funnie... mostli was about the size of penises.. well the main emphasis of the show i guess... hehe...
17.10.2005_ Finally the 40 year old Vigin at Tm
hahahahaha..... like finalli i get to see this show... to many obstacles not letting me catch this movie... hehehe....Brief Nudity... But then again it has a good msg to that show... it has a good laugh though.... hahaha....
im so in love wif this song.... kinda in the mood rite now...
* u Got ur Phone already.... Hehe... Call me wen u are free kie... I dun Care about your past anymore...i coming into terms wif it... Guess i feel secure wif u around... u are starting a new begining wif ur new life after the commotion a few years back... new friends... im glad to be one of them... Dun Be shock wif the treatment u get from me... its just the way i m... Accept it...
i want my chocolates DarLink...
missing my liltle smiles... just made day just looking at it... =)
Haidil: 2 years has passed...my feeling for you has not change wen i made tat decision 2 years back... till now... i think it will never change... Change ur mind about me... Get me out ur mind soon... sorry if i made u think otherwise... Or for leading u on... i realise this could nevar work out for us...
Taufik: i m no longer ur so called spare tyre.. i will never be there for u if u needed me anymore... u were never worth my precious liltle seconds...realised tat long time ago but then again i was patient... then again thanks for the conversation... take care kie... oh ya... get lots of rest kie...
mWaahH....
10.10.2005 - Into The Blue at Century
it was okay La... nOt much suspense nor thrilling... But Jessica was Hot... haha.... Im Straight okie... she just haf an awesome body...
13.10.2005- Deuce Bigalow At Tm...
Fortunately.. i got in though.. haha its m18.... but then again.. i was dress to occassion.... hahahaha.... its not my first time but then again...hahahahaha.... crap ah.... the show was funnie... mostli was about the size of penises.. well the main emphasis of the show i guess... hehe...
17.10.2005_ Finally the 40 year old Vigin at Tm
hahahahaha..... like finalli i get to see this show... to many obstacles not letting me catch this movie... hehehe....Brief Nudity... But then again it has a good msg to that show... it has a good laugh though.... hahaha....
im so in love wif this song.... kinda in the mood rite now...
* u Got ur Phone already.... Hehe... Call me wen u are free kie... I dun Care about your past anymore...i coming into terms wif it... Guess i feel secure wif u around... u are starting a new begining wif ur new life after the commotion a few years back... new friends... im glad to be one of them... Dun Be shock wif the treatment u get from me... its just the way i m... Accept it...
i want my chocolates DarLink...
missing my liltle smiles... just made day just looking at it... =)
Haidil: 2 years has passed...my feeling for you has not change wen i made tat decision 2 years back... till now... i think it will never change... Change ur mind about me... Get me out ur mind soon... sorry if i made u think otherwise... Or for leading u on... i realise this could nevar work out for us...
Taufik: i m no longer ur so called spare tyre.. i will never be there for u if u needed me anymore... u were never worth my precious liltle seconds...realised tat long time ago but then again i was patient... then again thanks for the conversation... take care kie... oh ya... get lots of rest kie...
mWaahH....
what we could have been, 9:15 am.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Eversince...
i Love ur CompanY...
the tiME we Spend timE on the phone...
i dun care about wad others say about us...
i dun care anymore...
i noe this is different...
JUST different... i hOpe...
i hope im contented wif what i have...
leave the stoopid memories... the one u had... the One i Had Too...
although the the memories tat made who u are today...
Those marks... neva failed to make me wonder and u wanting to show it off to mE... ugGh!! *smiLEs*
i know i can adapt... i hope i can...
i noe im going to be understanding about urself...
give and take rite...
mwwaahh!!
*gRinS* =)
this saturday rite...*pRays* Hope u geT to swiTch uR oFf dAy...
Both Of uS WiLl bE doin the plannin... Tonite...
bali trip.. im sorry if i cant make it.... i try to it for the k.L trip okie.. like u noe.. im still daddy's liltle angel... hahahahahaha... i cant believe this..
Complicated lil Soul trying to fiNd her Way...
Let Her Be plS...
i Love ur CompanY...
the tiME we Spend timE on the phone...
i dun care about wad others say about us...
i dun care anymore...
i noe this is different...
JUST different... i hOpe...
i hope im contented wif what i have...
leave the stoopid memories... the one u had... the One i Had Too...
although the the memories tat made who u are today...
Those marks... neva failed to make me wonder and u wanting to show it off to mE... ugGh!! *smiLEs*
i know i can adapt... i hope i can...
i noe im going to be understanding about urself...
give and take rite...
mwwaahh!!
*gRinS* =)
this saturday rite...*pRays* Hope u geT to swiTch uR oFf dAy...
Both Of uS WiLl bE doin the plannin... Tonite...
bali trip.. im sorry if i cant make it.... i try to it for the k.L trip okie.. like u noe.. im still daddy's liltle angel... hahahahahaha... i cant believe this..
Complicated lil Soul trying to fiNd her Way...
Let Her Be plS...
what we could have been, 12:48 pm.
Monday, October 10, 2005
to the both of you... to your childish liltle acts... aRgh!! i tot onli one of you was like tat... bUt No as time goes by, there is a pattern with the both of you attitude.... i cant take it anymore...
Oit!! Very iRritatinG u noe... both of u are constantli disturbing me about the other party... Confession for the both of you!!!: i not attached wif either one of you!!!... im gonna back away from the both of you... Slaps Head... Haix... ChilDish....
to Hykel: u Haf Issues Wif Your Attitude... its either that or u find urself Very good looking and very Self centered... im Not HardUP to call u every other nite and report strength.... i dun nid this nonsense... im not lying wen i sae im not busy but then again.... do i realli nid to be caling u every single nite??
..: And their EGo:.... SheeSh....
tonIte.. i make Sure im GonnA HAf FuN wiF a CutiE oF MinE....
* Thanks For YEsterday... u made my day... *never knew...
btw...
Those Marks... i dun realli care...
Oit!! Very iRritatinG u noe... both of u are constantli disturbing me about the other party... Confession for the both of you!!!: i not attached wif either one of you!!!... im gonna back away from the both of you... Slaps Head... Haix... ChilDish....
to Hykel: u Haf Issues Wif Your Attitude... its either that or u find urself Very good looking and very Self centered... im Not HardUP to call u every other nite and report strength.... i dun nid this nonsense... im not lying wen i sae im not busy but then again.... do i realli nid to be caling u every single nite??
..: And their EGo:.... SheeSh....
tonIte.. i make Sure im GonnA HAf FuN wiF a CutiE oF MinE....
* Thanks For YEsterday... u made my day... *never knew...
btw...
Those Marks... i dun realli care...
what we could have been, 2:40 pm.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Last 2 weeks has been hectic… shucks… Been organizing my healthy campaign lasted for 2 weeks… At first I dread the idea, but as it just ended. I began to think back... haix…
I would rather run around now… Stuck to this chair… hmm… I miss running around… well… I have been OT-ing a lot.. More then 6 hours I think… hehehe… worth it la.. was scared at first…but somehow I managed.. cried most of the times but I held it through till it end… tired… and ya. My body still aches… tee hehe..
Fasting month now.. how is it so far… Okay lah… Im Still alive… hehehe…2 days has passed… lalala… *thinking* will I lose weight? * slaps Head… Rite… ::wishful Thinking::… Hahaha
maybe u Did saw me wif somebody u tot I shouldn’t be in contact wif…the person u tot i wasnt even toking to... i didn’t lie to you… I didn’t.. I merely kept it away from you… I noe I shouldn’t haf.. but I did and u want to be angry about it… Omg…. Aren’t u a lil petty about this... anyway… Sorry… Pls pick up my calls… but then again.. i shant bother no more...
to my ex: I am a lil scared of you… I feel indifferent about us… hahahaha….. dun wait up… im not worth this complications… hope u will feel the same Soon…
I have been slping late recently.. conversations really late at nite… 4 1/2hrs.. ugggh!!it was a nice conversations…no silences…hahaha… must wait for u till u reached home from work… :.ScreAmS.: Come Back Earlier La!! And becoz I slePt late.. I woke up lAte too.. haix… Cabbing… waSting mY money to Cab Drivers Yet Again… aRgh!!!
must Tok Again ya… hehehehe….dun WorrY i'll Wait up for u to return home...
I would rather run around now… Stuck to this chair… hmm… I miss running around… well… I have been OT-ing a lot.. More then 6 hours I think… hehehe… worth it la.. was scared at first…but somehow I managed.. cried most of the times but I held it through till it end… tired… and ya. My body still aches… tee hehe..
Fasting month now.. how is it so far… Okay lah… Im Still alive… hehehe…2 days has passed… lalala… *thinking* will I lose weight? * slaps Head… Rite… ::wishful Thinking::… Hahaha
maybe u Did saw me wif somebody u tot I shouldn’t be in contact wif…the person u tot i wasnt even toking to... i didn’t lie to you… I didn’t.. I merely kept it away from you… I noe I shouldn’t haf.. but I did and u want to be angry about it… Omg…. Aren’t u a lil petty about this... anyway… Sorry… Pls pick up my calls… but then again.. i shant bother no more...
to my ex: I am a lil scared of you… I feel indifferent about us… hahahaha….. dun wait up… im not worth this complications… hope u will feel the same Soon…
I have been slping late recently.. conversations really late at nite… 4 1/2hrs.. ugggh!!it was a nice conversations…no silences…hahaha… must wait for u till u reached home from work… :.ScreAmS.: Come Back Earlier La!! And becoz I slePt late.. I woke up lAte too.. haix… Cabbing… waSting mY money to Cab Drivers Yet Again… aRgh!!!
must Tok Again ya… hehehehe….dun WorrY i'll Wait up for u to return home...
what we could have been, 2:12 pm.
