Thursday, May 26, 2005
the deception of Ppl's Faces... The true Deception... Hmm... The Pretend SmilE Wen U wAnt Something to be DoNe.. THe deception Of it all... and the thing is tat InnoCent liL SoulS get SucK in To UR Wantings.... Hmm... I wAs VeRy NaiVe NOw Tat I think Abt It.. Not ONli ONceBut A feW... tat I WaS Taken AdVantAge Off.. Even PHYsiCalLy.. Told myseLf Tat I was StrOng buT DeEp down InsIde ME... Im StILl THe NAive Self... Haix.. Hate ME for FeelINg THis Way... Not ONly To One PerSon BUt A WholE LOt MORe... Hmm.. iTs TruE WeN thE Sae Tat 'Dun JUDge A PerSon ChAracTEr By Its LoOkS', Or Wadeva its Saes lah... ( tHIS GoEs TO ALl My TWO fAce FrEAks...) PooR Me... THe VULNEraBLE ME.... SoBS.....
Okay.. THis Onli RegarDinG ONe PArtiCular PErsON.... a lOt HAs BEen Going AroUND... DunnoE Whether to BElieve or not... Haix.. But after some tiMe Light ShOne And I got to sEe the Whole Pic... To THink TAt u WERE BloodY busy... But tHe FAct TAt U Ask oTHer PPL To do It.... HMMPPHHH!!! isnt it a Bit UNfaiR... SoBS.... THEy OSo Got THINgS To Do U noE.... NOt ONli U... ChanGEd UR MINd WheN i Could Do A TAt PArticular poinT Of TIme.... WTF... GEt VERy ( i MEAn VERY) FrUStrAted WeN u WaNT ME to Do SomEthing DiFferEnt WeN I HAd SpEnd A wHOle bLoody TiMe Working oN IT.... Ya.. MAybe im DumB OR something tat I cannot do It ImmEdiatelY.... HaiXX... SiCkening LAh.. GEtTing USe to HAving My Own SpAce.... My Own Freedom to Do WAtever At My OwN SwEEt TiME.... OH YAr.... I dUN ReAllY LIke U.... HAha....
OKay OKAy... BYE... 6 LIaO.... SOBS...
OKay OKAy... BYE... 6 LIaO.... SOBS...
nid To go...PMSING A lOt THis WEEk... TAta
ScReAminG to Ur Face iF i DarE...
LOL
what we could have been, 5:56 pm.
