Saturday, April 23, 2005
WoO HoO.. HAd A suPErB dAe.. WoKE uP liKE 12... HahA... DamN tIRed FrM yEsterDae... HEe...did LOts oF housewoRk... WeLL nOT reAlli LAh... WasHINg aND ClEaninG.. THE neceSSaRy StuFF.. StiLL hAvent giVE kUtiP Its BAth... ArGH!! U stINk bAlLs.. HAHa.. MAybe TmL... WeNT To mEndaKI For the VOlUntEer oRIEntaTIOn...WoO HOo.. INtResTINg!!! met new FaceS anD lEarn mORe abT them... Okay.. The vOlunTeEr pRoGrAmMes weRe verY inTreStinG AND wElL OrGAsNISed IU guEss... uNLike soME oRganISatioNs... NOT mEntioNing NAmes.... HAHA... BAmBAnG... U haF a VeRy CooL NAme dude... And StOP diStuRbiNg mE n THE meRceDes CaB...HAha...LoOKIng ForWard to AlL the ProGraMMEs.. HAHA... TAt sHOUlD kEEp me bUsy for A whILE...
As For the REsT oF thE dAys.. HmM.. WenT bUGiS to get mY sIEmeNs cHArgEr.. LIke FinAllI... HAHA... waS So lOnelY... THEn HAd MY Lil DaTE Wif A cUTiE... HAHA... TAuFiK.. ThaNKs MAn... I nEEdEd the cOMpaNY... THE dAe tAt i wAs given aN oPPoRtuRNity to gO oUt tiLl lAte.. And All mY FrieNDs Are BUsy... HOW unForTUnate...sObS... BUt IT Was Fun N niCe lah.. NOt tOo BAd... GoT to NOe U A LiL BEtTa...Oh YA.. U BikE iS So CutE...wINd blOwINg IntO my FaCE... aRgH... meSsEd uP mY haIr le... HAha..thAnks YA For THE ride...Im LoOKinG ForWArD to SEE UR SeConD WiFe... HEe...
JuSt WAnt To KnOE u A lIl biT MOrE BEtTA... DuN wANna rusH iNto THIS ShIT...Dun wAnt To mAkE tHe SAmE MIstAkes In tHE pAsT... If U CuD oNLi BE HoNEsT aBouT HoW u FELt AbOuT thIS...DuN WaNT to FeEl ConFuSed anD LOsT anYmORe... JUst So TIred FeElinG thIS WaY.. I wISh i KneW Wad to Sae wheN i HAd tHE OpPoTurNIty To Sae It... MAYbe IT wAs JUst A ONe TIME ThiNG FoR US... ME?? THe reBoUnD?!?? I HoPE NOt.... hMM... gUeSs i HaF to WaIT huR...( iTs aLwAys faTe taT iM the ReBOuNd...)
(...) WAd Was THe InTenTIOn of TAt MSg?? To makE ME FeEl GUIlTy Or SHItTY...aRgH!! DuNNOE WhY I fEEl ThIS WaY... SomEhOW Or AnothEr.. I FEel As THOuGH U haD altERioR MOtiVes... ArGH... ShIt LAh... u r no oNE to ME tO mAke ME FeEl ThIS WAe...GAy DuDe...
As For the REsT oF thE dAys.. HmM.. WenT bUGiS to get mY sIEmeNs cHArgEr.. LIke FinAllI... HAHA... waS So lOnelY... THEn HAd MY Lil DaTE Wif A cUTiE... HAHA... TAuFiK.. ThaNKs MAn... I nEEdEd the cOMpaNY... THE dAe tAt i wAs given aN oPPoRtuRNity to gO oUt tiLl lAte.. And All mY FrieNDs Are BUsy... HOW unForTUnate...sObS... BUt IT Was Fun N niCe lah.. NOt tOo BAd... GoT to NOe U A LiL BEtTa...Oh YA.. U BikE iS So CutE...wINd blOwINg IntO my FaCE... aRgH... meSsEd uP mY haIr le... HAha..thAnks YA For THE ride...Im LoOKinG ForWArD to SEE UR SeConD WiFe... HEe...
JuSt WAnt To KnOE u A lIl biT MOrE BEtTA... DuN wANna rusH iNto THIS ShIT...Dun wAnt To mAkE tHe SAmE MIstAkes In tHE pAsT... If U CuD oNLi BE HoNEsT aBouT HoW u FELt AbOuT thIS...DuN WaNT to FeEl ConFuSed anD LOsT anYmORe... JUst So TIred FeElinG thIS WaY.. I wISh i KneW Wad to Sae wheN i HAd tHE OpPoTurNIty To Sae It... MAYbe IT wAs JUst A ONe TIME ThiNG FoR US... ME?? THe reBoUnD?!?? I HoPE NOt.... hMM... gUeSs i HaF to WaIT huR...( iTs aLwAys faTe taT iM the ReBOuNd...)
(...) WAd Was THe InTenTIOn of TAt MSg?? To makE ME FeEl GUIlTy Or SHItTY...aRgH!! DuNNOE WhY I fEEl ThIS WaY... SomEhOW Or AnothEr.. I FEel As THOuGH U haD altERioR MOtiVes... ArGH... ShIt LAh... u r no oNE to ME tO mAke ME FeEl ThIS WAe...GAy DuDe...
what we could have been, 9:58 pm.
