Friday, September 10, 2004
mAybe cHAngeS ReAlLy chAnge the boTH OF uS... Hmm... MayBE i wS the rEasON THE Both oF uS turn oUt thIs fuCkinG waE... Was I EntiRelY in tHE wrONg? Hmmm... MAybe i wAs... BUt wHEn i TRied to Spent a lITylE timE wiF u... I StILl feLt lefT ouT... i dIDnt feEl the boND i had wiF u anymORe.... eveRyone seEs u As a amAzinG PRobLem soLVer n person.. ur perfect freN tat everIonE treats as the ONe... practicalli everione goes to u for adviCe... I use too... bUT not anymore... I cant go to u... Becoz the problem lays wif us.... Wad is the use MSginG or wriTTIng a letter... nothing going to change everything that has happened.... Hmm... lets jUSt see wad happens next.. u live ur life and i'll live mine... maybe i was wrong to spent lOts of time wif him... BUt seriousli tats the wae i m.. and im not gonna change it becoz... at least he lIstens to me... LOoK at hoW all of u see me in KfC JUst noW... EveryonE Was minding theiR oWn conversation... EveN u.... U dIdnt cAre lesS wHEn i spoke to u.. And yet u msg Me teLLIng me to droP by and sae HI!! wth... wat u msg me after tat was likE u were assuming that i didnt want to go out wif u purposeli... wad the fark... wadeva lah.. i alreadi told u tat i had plans.... Screw u guys... IF u dun wanna unDerstand wateva im goin thru rite now.. or accept the changes...i dun care anymore.... foR ur informatioN.. I m studying my ass off for the coming prelims.... maybe u all just haf to accept tat i wont haf much time for u guys anymore... deAr... i dun blame u for wad has happened to my freindship wif her... becoz... if she cant accept it then i seriousli dun care.... i dun blame u... coz u haf alwaes listen to me pourin my sorrows... tHank u.... it has been happening for more then a month now...i dun want to bother any of my so called friends wif my problems.... thank u dear..... <> *MUAkk*
what we could have been, 8:21 pm.
