Thursday, April 16, 2009
im sorry it just haf to end here.
move on.
stop believing that everything goin to be normal just as the months pass by.
i know you r goin to be ok.
move on.
stop believing that everything goin to be normal just as the months pass by.
i know you r goin to be ok.
what we could have been, 1:29 am.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
quesy.
wasnt that the fact.
dunnoe why i was the one to do the negotiating.
melancholy.
wasnt that the fact.
dunnoe why i was the one to do the negotiating.
melancholy.
what we could have been, 1:06 pm.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
i havent been rotting just as much. i havent been runnin. nor doing any vigorous sports. sigh. just being lazy.
Met up with denise- oh i miss her so much lah.
i wanna go ur place to watch cable tv and hog on the phone with u late at night. heee...
Ladies night on 11 Feb with hedayah, nisa and Friends-i had fun boogeying. lol.
bike prac is tough because i havent got the skill to balance yet. but i aint giving up. heee...
pa thanks for understanding.
Kelantan with parents. errr... had a tummyache so i didnt enjoy it as much.
celebrate vday on 15 feb.
that above is Mr kermit. he is shedding. i think he is having side effects of chemo when i bought him.
Sat at the riverbank on our mat.
he made a box of strawberry dipped chocolate for me.
watch twilight on the dvd player
so sweet.
gave me this black book full of poems n pictures and cd for me to listen.
Met up with denise- oh i miss her so much lah.
i wanna go ur place to watch cable tv and hog on the phone with u late at night. heee...
Ladies night on 11 Feb with hedayah, nisa and Friends-i had fun boogeying. lol.
bike prac is tough because i havent got the skill to balance yet. but i aint giving up. heee...
pa thanks for understanding.
Kelantan with parents. errr... had a tummyache so i didnt enjoy it as much.
celebrate vday on 15 feb.
that above is Mr kermit. he is shedding. i think he is having side effects of chemo when i bought him.
Sat at the riverbank on our mat.
he made a box of strawberry dipped chocolate for me.
watch twilight on the dvd player
so sweet.
gave me this black book full of poems n pictures and cd for me to listen.
indulge with my caramel frap and chill infront of a LG teevee on a couch in suntec.
my foot was aching.
my foot was aching.
and yesterday. we had gelare half price waffles after cycling. heee....
cookies and cream cant beat BnJ baby.
i miss u nurul. when can i meet u?
cookies and cream cant beat BnJ baby.
i miss u nurul. when can i meet u?
what we could have been, 5:43 pm.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
what i have been doin so far. 1 week has passed.
Batam with family n him.
underworld at cathay.
princess cake at ikea with many other desserts.
safari zoo run with baby.
and SPIZE with GIANOMOUS ice teh o LIMAU. and milo dinosaur.
gonna get fat. i havent been runnin for so so so long.
safari zoo run with baby.
and SPIZE with GIANOMOUS ice teh o LIMAU. and milo dinosaur.
gonna get fat. i havent been runnin for so so so long.
baby.
u must have known that i love u.
just that i forget to whisper to u everyday.
what we could have been, 12:24 am.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Its not that i did not try to make all the photos smaller in size but its just too MANY.
many many many.
oh what the heck.
some of it may be last year photos.
k.
February has come. my holiday have started n yes. PRCP has ended.
it was exciting, fruitful, engaging, fun, out of this world experience.
the SNs, ENs, PCAs, Ward clerk Cecilia, Sister Mag, Sister Su
was very helpful and friendly most of the times when we were lost.
till then i will wait patiently for 24th to come.
phuket baby.
checklist for this months holi:
go out with Karen
dinner with denise.
have a small reunion with my secondary school classmates.
go out with my ward 53c ladies.
spend time with mr handsome.
go out with my 3 soon to be SN that i realli missing.
yin ling,nickie n nurul.
while i wait patiently till march to arrive.
baby.
im here.
what we could have been, 11:49 pm.
off to fetch my baby.
im done edit-ing my new template.
tonight i will add my pictures.
holidaying mood now.
i got the time baby.
so see ya.
im done edit-ing my new template.
tonight i will add my pictures.
holidaying mood now.
i got the time baby.
so see ya.
what we could have been, 1:03 pm.
Monday, December 29, 2008
i dun want the year to end because my role model would leave me. for a better prospective..
for good... heee..
she has been my teacher.
and it sucks u noe.
she havent failed in providing knowledge to me.
she is like YODA.
patient yet confident in teaching to someone like me. ME......
sigh.
we will have dinner soon. my treat.
i hope i'll do u proud.
hahaha... so emo... i wont cry tml...
AND tml... how bout giving me the whole cubicle??
hahahahahahahahaha
im on for it!
what we could have been, 9:45 pm.
i hope u come to ur senses soon. im not piss or whatsoever. because i did manage to call out ur name when i happened to see u.
but.....
u are so much MORE babe.
and i dun want to see u get hurt.
because THIS can be avoided.
with love.
what we could have been, 9:38 pm.
Monday, December 22, 2008
i hope his school break was good. he was meeting me always. shopping, shopping and more shopping. becos baby got his bonus. lol.
that above was his bonus gift me!
i was a happy girl
and he was a happy boy too.
will not post our spends.
school must be hectic for u. and i wont be selfish this week to meet with u.
Yesterday match was so very disappointing. Singapore had so many shots but failed to score. sigh...
till then.
what we could have been, 2:48 pm.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
finish my night last sunday.
the experience was fun because the ppl on duty was
gerek.
1st night- last office.
2nd night- took half a cubicle
3rd night-took the whole cubicle.
woohoo...yippie!!!
after one day of sleeping day.
i was doin MORNING shift on monday.
and yet my preceptor and me was still jumping around doin in charge.
supper bunnies.
REST day on tuesday. had a real date with boyfie.
no exercising.
no walking around to find sports apparel.
just a movie. ice cream. and dinner.
sometimes,
what a girl really want is simple pleasures.
OFF day on wednesday-
my checklist to be done.
THREAD- checked
LIBRARY- checked
RUN at ECP- checked
HOUSEWORK- half checked
BATHE my kutip- havent yet. she still stinks.
mama n her tantrums. sigh.
dad and me keep rolling our eyes today.
till i update more.
4 mornings. love my schedule.
the experience was fun because the ppl on duty was
gerek.
1st night- last office.
2nd night- took half a cubicle
3rd night-took the whole cubicle.
woohoo...yippie!!!
after one day of sleeping day.
i was doin MORNING shift on monday.
and yet my preceptor and me was still jumping around doin in charge.
supper bunnies.
REST day on tuesday. had a real date with boyfie.
no exercising.
no walking around to find sports apparel.
just a movie. ice cream. and dinner.
sometimes,
what a girl really want is simple pleasures.
OFF day on wednesday-
my checklist to be done.
THREAD- checked
LIBRARY- checked
RUN at ECP- checked
HOUSEWORK- half checked
BATHE my kutip- havent yet. she still stinks.
mama n her tantrums. sigh.
dad and me keep rolling our eyes today.
till i update more.
4 mornings. love my schedule.
what we could have been, 9:46 pm.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
After surviving the flu, the aches and the cramps.boyfie wanted to pamper our body with goodies. so we went to meet after his school today. i was so called 'on leave' coz my night shift starts tml nite.
we had BnJ cherry garcia bought from carrefour.
Constipated look. im not realli sure y tho.
we went to build a bear shop. and he decided that its time to get me one. nothing fancy. nothing cutesy. nothing extravagant. just a simple bear. her name was HUNIE and we dressed her in pink t-shirt with a grey bear boxers. the process of owning her:
i fluff her up with the cotton.
pick up a checkered heart.
made a wish b4 puttin her heart in the anatomical position
bathe her.(brush her actually)
and went to pick her 1st outfit.
dress her in the dressing room.
filled up her birth certificate.
put her in her CUB CONDO.
and all ready to go home with me.
if i got a lil extra cash next. im goin to put a sounds in u. and buy u a pair of shoes. or maybe that leopard bikini that goes well with mummy's bag!
hee....
next up.....
Secret Recipe.ok. i wasnt into eating.
so i ordered the kids meal. mini burgers and chips.
and i was a happy kid. heee.....
he was having his test tml. yet he still accompanied me today. sigh. felt bad coz i knew he was suppose to go home and rest and study.sorry dear.
tomorrow doin my 1st round of night.
1st of all....
meet up with my bestie. and haf cheesecake and frappacino with her.
tomorrow doin my 1st round of night.
1st of all....
meet up with my bestie. and haf cheesecake and frappacino with her.
what we could have been, 11:55 pm.
Monday, December 08, 2008
im all covered up with my pink sweater and my paw prints pyjamas.
im all flueey and crampy.
yesterday was shiok for a moment. today is the torture. my quads ache. my ankle ache. my back hurts. and to top it off.
period paid me a visit. oh well thank god the cramps didnt come yesterday while i was running.
k heres the lowdown of this weekend.
sat was chunkfest. went my my babe kimberly.
was NOT that great because it was
MUDDY,
LOts of PPL,
the Queue was terribly long,
and the weather wasnt that great.
dissappointment.
and so we decided to go to the nearest BnJ outlet to get our cheery garcia and chocalate browie fudge. BUT we knew cineleisure outlet goin to be PACKED. we went to carrefour in search of the pint. BUT instead we found CHERRY GARCIA icecream bar. ( pics currently not available.)
nice nice nice.
but im still craving for the pint ice cream.
SUNDAY finally came. wooo hooo!!!
and i finish my 21 km in 2:57:16
weeee...
boyfie did well. congrats.
in deep thots. not sure when was this taken but my hair looked bad.
yet again. mud again... as i was completing the race. my knee began to twitch... arrrghhhh!!!
bear with it for awhile. walk because the pain was unbearable.
and stooopid period cramps came at the rite timing- at the end of the marathon.
the shoes didnt cause any bruising this time. happy toes....
. ive completed a half marthon.
impossible is nothing.
more to come.
more to come.
there are more hurdles that we forsee. i have faith.
then..
paracetamols, ferrous fummarate, evening primrose oil, royal jelly, calcium tablets.
pls work ur magic.
to my aches thats affecting all parts of my body.
pls dissappear.
thank YOU very much.
what we could have been, 9:53 pm.
Monday, December 01, 2008
dino gummies made my day today.
it didnt need to be expensive nor exclusive.
it just made my heart warm warm.
asics is heavy.
sigh.
it didnt need to be expensive nor exclusive.
it just made my heart warm warm.
asics is heavy.
sigh.
what we could have been, 8:47 pm.
Friday, November 28, 2008
u say u are scared.
never done this before. wads so wrong to have a decent conversation?
if u say i was disrespectful.
ive treated my exes way off then ive reacted towards u.
i kept quiet.
as i wouldnt want to vent my anger and frustrations screamiong my head off. like some MINAHS.
i waited a perfect time to have a talk with u. both of us cant deny tat there so much thougths goin on in our minds. but all u could say was.
whats there to talk about.
i sat there.
cant believe ur words.
but i still wait for a perfect time.
but that perfect time didnt come.
im not that naive anymore.
depent? is that even a word?
what we could have been, 10:07 am.
1/12: AM
2/12: AM
3/12: RD
4/12: AM
5/12: AM
6/12: PM
(im running a marathon tml and she still put me on PM.)
7/12: DO
(standard charted!!!!!!!!) woohoo!
8/12: PH (thank GOD) i can rest.
9/12: RD
10/12:DO
11/12:NIGHT
12/12:NIGHT
13/12:NIGHT (zoukout) sheesh!!!
14/12:SLEEPING DAY (yeah!!!)
tata.
love can fade.
what we could have been, 10:00 am.
